imperfect life

SIANS.

2007-12-11T10:29:00.000-08:00

Hi all. sort of back to blogging. really tired these few days.
alrights, did nothing for past month.
slacked in maple, watch movies & animes. thats all.
simple life ehs ? hahas. I can't be bothered too much now.
life is really getting meaningless.
haven't really contacted any friends out.
really don't wanna get out of my house.
sigh, I'm really dying eh. F3.
anyway, Narnia 2 is coming out.
so is AVP 2. hahas. should be interesting.
btw any websites that can watch movies you all don't mind sharing ?
please tell me by my tag or by sms.
MSN's lost. lazy to create new account.
maple stuck at 9x. lazy train.
nothing much to say. WEATHER'S MAKING ME TIRED AND PMS EVEN MORE ! F5
nice to sleep though ! xD. Nights all. take cares `

just a day more. till our 1yr my boy.
but can we really hold this for long ?

iloveyou*

lalalalalas !

2007-10-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

hi all. I just noticed I have very few things to blog these days.
sobs. don't know why. ): . maybe just simply too lazy bah.
hahas. god I died in mong like total 5 times today ! F5 .
stupid lag. roars. I'm slacking in maple these 2 weeks.
don't really have energy to play. keep feeling tired.
hahas. tomorrow going back CCK ! I miss my doggy lexas !
wonder how fat he become lers . x: . hahas. & I miss baby too. ): .
anyway, yesterday went to town to eat, then went ahma's hse.
then went VIVO for awhile. & me & mum saw THE ROCK !
he damn shuai in real life omg... he smiled at my mum's cam ! xD.
she fucking didn't filmed it down. zzz. then went over to baby's house.
stayed over :D. hanx came around 11plus. hahas. then we ate.
after that went back baby's house. they played com. one maple, one wow.
then i went to bed. it was damn hot. can't sleep.
don't know how hanx managed to sleep though. roars.
when on air-con, then we can sleep. hees. baby woke up morning.
went to play soccer. me & hanx woke up only at 2plus. x.x .
he used com, I bathed. then we stayed till night time 11plus.
then went home le. :D . I LOVE MY LAOGONG JEFFREY LOTS ! muacks.
getting back with you, isn't a mistake. (: .

Grats,

Purifyspearx lvl;96.
MiCHx33 laopo lvl;102.
KeeAhPa lvl;106.
xBaBySpEaR lvl;90.
xPriestExEx di lvl;72.

x333 MintCandies. (guild)

(:

2007-10-24T15:05:00.000-07:00

time to update my stupid profile :D . I also don't know these few days write what.
cause haven't been going out. hahas. well. it's 6.08am. & I gotta sleep.
soon, after finish updating. hmmm. mapled abit, then videos all the way ~
I gained 21%. LOLS ! I haven't leveled for 5days ! OMG. x.x .
got some great big news to say, ME & XIAN PATCHED ! :DD .
decided to give us a try, again. hope things work out the best.
I really love him. & will slowly earn my trust back, if I managed to.
so dear, don't go break the trust okays. or I'll give you hell. (: .
alrights time to sleep, mum waking up in few minutes time. NIGHTS ALL :DD

Grats,

Purifyspearx lvl 92 x:
SeeMeLJ aka lex kor lvl 2x =.=
MiissyRaven darling lvl 134 :D
XrIgotguns lvl 8x xD .

x3333333333 MintCandies. (guild)

FUCK FUCK FUCK

2007-10-23T09:52:00.000-07:00

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. I'm so fucking fed-up.
I tio bluffed, NVM. if use my money, I also don't know ar !
rofl. fucking loser sia me _|_ . I hate people who bluff me.
ya lar, I also bluff you back, ONLY AFTER I FOUND OUT ! ROFL !
commen sense. TOTAL LAME SHITNESS. screw me. screw love.
and, for that guy in maple. fucking don't dare put number.
don't anyhow go put other people's number lars.
say beat us go into ICU. lols. don't know want laugh or act lamed =.= .

Grats,

babyBaku & babyMinidar married :DD !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FishPizza aka hanx mei aka yimei ! :DD

<3333333 MintCandies. (guild)

I got to move on, & let go of you.

SIANNNNNNNN

2007-10-20T10:23:00.000-07:00

back for more blogging. I'm boredddddddd !
actually nothing much to say.
something happened. but I don't wanna elaborate about it. (:
love is fucking nice & making my life happy. zzz .
glad to have fallen in love. hais. too early to not regret.
anyways,

Grats,

KeeAhPa getting helmed !
MiCHx33 laopo 10x !
xPriestEXEx didi 7x & 3rd job !

jyjys ~~~~ <33

STRESSSSSS

2007-10-17T10:33:00.000-07:00

ARGHS ! I'm stressed !! when I need love, you left me.
when I wanna be single, 2 guys came to me. hais.
one's my friend, one's my ex. both are enemies. =/ .
well, I rejectted shawn. cos we don't know each other well.
& I don't have those type feelings for you. I'm sorry.
please move on & don't be sad. I'm still your friend alrights.
xian, hais. to admit, I still love you. I can't forget so much yet.
but I'm afraid already. I once loved you alot. till you said you no longer do.
even though you said it was a lie, I took it for real.
now you're asking me back. you hurt me today. I don't wish to elaborate.
if I go back with you, will you love me more ? will you be faithful ?
will you let me be with my best kor, best friend & maple bf ?
it's just maple. not real life. that's all I ask. & this friday, I'm meeting kor & friend.
will you let me do all this ? will you give me space like I will give you yours now ?
and do you really not have another girl all along ?
yes, I waited for you for 1 month. I did so much. did you know how much hurt & agony you put me through ?
I do want us together, but start anew, even better this time round.
we can start of from whr we stopped. but in a new r/s .
where we give each other freedom, trust, love & respect.
can you do that ? I'm willing to. but are you ?
just give me this week to let me settle down. to cool off.

Jeffrey, I do love you. But I'm scared. I need my kor, bestie, maple bf, your love & faithfulness. that's all.
you know I only love you. & will never betray you. that's all I ask. alrights ?

Grats,

PurifySpearx dear 9x.
BABYlexx kor 14x.
MiissyRaven darling 13x.
babyBaku 7x & 3rd job.
babyMinidar 7x & 3rd job.
BABYnickyy ljbin 2x.

8x !! x:

2007-10-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

rofl. yesterday never blog. was quite tired le.
hmmm. after this blog I'm gonna bed lers.
wanna wake up early chiong level ! xD .
I today never level ): . cause I no on 2x. sians
only train dao 60% . hahas. I wanna marry !
x: . ANYWAY GRATS ZinCn00b & MiCHx33 couple ! x:
lalalas. faster marry hor ! hahas.

Grats,

LittleSalty [myself] 8x
HANNNNN 4x
BABYlma0 4x

xD.
I LOVE JASON DEAR AKA PurifySpearx !

siannn

2007-10-11T13:15:00.000-07:00

Okay I'm here blogging again. kinda bored..
on phone now with lence kor & gungun.
tio bully again. zzz. tired. already 4.18am.
going sleep after blogging bah. hahas.
today leveled up 2 times. now 75 nia.
Purify dear level 83 liao ^^ . jyjy to 9x !
MintCandies rocks ! CONSPIRACY guild are DOGS _|_ .
come raid map first say is we ks first. knn.
don't care lers. dogs are dogs . go obedience training ^^
I wanna faster 8x. ): . anyway life's been alright for me.
except gun keep bully me. hahas. dear nvr help de T.T .
nvm luhs. I still love you lots ! x: .
okay, got to go sleep lers. nights (:

Grats XrIgotguns [gungun] 7x .

<3 Purify dear ^^

WEEEEEE

2007-10-10T12:11:00.000-07:00

hmm. I think & think, there's no point waiting anymore.
I'll still be here when you need me.
anytime, anywhere, for any reasons. (: .
just look to your side, I'll be around.
take care jeffrey. I'll remember the times we had.
the last time I'll say this.
Baby, I love you.

weeeets. played maple today. I'm finally a priest !
hahas. going back chiong. I'm fine already guys.
let's go back being happy !! x: . haha maple maple !
I'm like a total retard now. x.x .
LENCE KOR & GUNS KEEP BULLY ME ON PHONE !
JAB ME LIKE SIAO ! SOBS ! HOW CAN SIA ?!
anyway, I'm attached to Purifyspearx in maple. ^^
dar I wanna catch up on your level ! roars !
jy to 9x ! everyone jys !

ohya, GRATS the following ppl for level...

Purifyspearx dear 8x
MiissyRaven darling 12x.
Babylexx kor 13x.
KeeAhPa bangalah 10x.
MiCHx33 laopo 9x.
wishsinstars boss 8x.
xiaokei boss 7x.
LittleSalty myself 7x. x:

wahahahahas ! jyjy ! x33 all.
x33 Purify dear. ^^

nth much

2007-10-08T12:01:00.000-07:00

tiring day for me. =/ . you avoided me today.
but it's okay alright ? I understand why too.
& YH got trouble. wonder how's he now.
kinda shouted at him. I'm not being fair right ?
hais. I can never be good bahs.
anyway, just leveled my maple.
finally 66. stucked at 65 for few weeks lers.
now going sleep, wake up then play. on 2x. (: .
wanna 7x. but I don't think tomorrow can. x.x .
alrights. nights all.

I Love You so damn much.

happy birthday. sad cassy

2007-10-07T10:03:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY BOY x33

today his birthday. went celebrate a day earlier.
as usual, I was emo-ing. met lene at dover mrt.
when over to plaza sing buy dear's present.
[ I just still call him dear bah ]
then went over city hall met the rest. then went to marina square.
went food-court eat. I didn't have any appetite.
so I ate dessert. waited for some people.
then went to watch movie, DayWatch.
abit too complicated. but nice show. hahas.

I didn't dare face you boy.
that's why I didn't wanna talk to you.
I'm sorry. I don't have the courage to even look at you.
don't even have bravery to pass your present & say happy birthday.
I wasn't acting emotional. cause I really was sad.
I cannot find the answer to my feelings.
I knocked my head till it bled. I slash my arms.
but it wasn't enough to take away the pain I'm going through.
when walking home, I fell in the middle of the road.
I wished there were cars around. why wasn't there any ?
I'm having a bad headache now. I'm feeling giddy.
everyone's telling me to forget you.
delete your contact. I'm being stressed by it.
I really am. I sometimes wanna shout at them.
to tell them I really love you & I can't let go !
but they're my friends. so I controlled.
I'm losing my mind. I just can't take the pain further.
I can never replace you with someone else.
I said before, you got a special place in my heart.
& you'll never will leave that place.
I miss your face, your smile, your kisses, your hugs, your voice.
I miss you. I really do. I only want us to be back together.
even though our friends discourage me. I won't give up yet.
I really love you & will do anything for us to be okay.

Baby, I will wait for you.
I really need you in my life.
Please come back to me.
& I promise I'll mae everything okay.

never been this sad

2007-10-04T21:27:00.000-07:00

Baby, I guess I don't deserve your love huh ?
I know I'm too possessive. too sensitive.
but I also know I really & only love you.
even up till now, my feelings haven't fade.
I keep hurting myself. keep doing silly things.
I try to heed our friend's advices.
by giving up. but letting go. but I can't do it.
I keep telling myself you don't love me.
But I found out I'm the one loving you too much.
It's painful. I can't let go. sorry guys.
I just simply can't bring myself to do it.
baby you birthday's coming. I want you to have a memorable one.
I Love You

lyrics & end day

2007-10-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

If time may bring us together.
Then my tears will be worth crying for.
I'll always be here waiting for you. loving you.
Cause you really meant everything to me.
I've cried alot. yet, there are more to come.
I'm sorry. I Love You Jeffrey.

Lyrics to my BGM. For you, my boy.

Travel to the moon kimi wa nemuri yume wo toku
Dare mo inai hoshi no hikari ayatsurinagara
Tsuyoku naru tame wasureta egao
Kitto futarinara torimodosu

Kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
Ima to wa chigau mirai ga atte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sakebi tsudzukete
Kitto kokoro wa tsunagu ito wo tagutteru
Ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni
No need to cry

Travel in silence te wo nobaseba fureru no ni
Kimi wa tooi sore wa omoide no naka no koto
Koe ga kikoeru me wo tojireba
Chiisana itamisae itoshikute

Mitsumete
I'm here waiting for you
Kaze ni fukare hitori mayoutte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sora wo miagete
Zutto kokoro wa te wo hirogete mamotteru
Ano koro no kimi ga furikaeru made
No need to cry

(Feel something, Feel nothing)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

Kidzuite
I'm here waiting for you
Ima to wa chigau mirai ga atte mo
I'm here waiting for you
Sakebi tsudzukete
Kitto kokoro wa tsunaguito wo tagutteru
Ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni

No need to cry
(Listen closely, listen closely)
(Listen closely, listen closely)
(Listen closely, listen closely)

never happy

2007-10-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

& when was I ever
HAPPY ?

Boy, I really love you, you stupid !
so why didn't you ever saw it ?

letting go ?

2007-10-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

that time when I saw things I should not see.
I've all along suspected it already.
I just didn't wanna believe it.
it's the fact that you've found another.
it's the fact I have to accept no matter what.
but I can't say if it's true.
I called you, you finally answered.
I asked you if it was true.
you told me no. then said even if it was, is your problem.
boy, when I heard this. my heart fucking shattered.
that's when I know, you no longer have the love for me.
you no longer care about the love we had.
& that you're giving it to someone else now.
there's nothing I can do at this time.
I won't be hurt by you finding another love.
I'll just be hurt that you can forget about us, that fast.
maybe to you it's just a game. & I'm just a toy.
but sadly, I'm not. I'm a girl. with feelings.
yes I do get emotional. & it's all because of you.
I did so many things for you. got you what you wanted.
do you even sincerely thank me for it ?
you told me to change. I tried.
I tried so hard. & I'm still trying.
everyday it hurts me to do something different.
& be someone YOU wanted. not myself.
all I did everything was for you.
when we were together, we quarrelled.
but I hanged on. everything you did behind my back,
I overlooked it all. the memories haunt me.
but I still came back to you. cause I believe someday, you'll realised your mistakes.
& change o be a better person for me, like I did for you.
even though people say no matter you with who,
that girl won't treat you as good as me.
but I've never even thought that way before.
I love you truely. I care for you whole-heartedly.
I miss you everyday badly. & I need you in my life, my journey.
I said no matter what, I will wait for you.
I will still care, always be here when you need me.
to admit, I didn't care that you used to scold me & stuff.
cause it was all for my own good.
I'm sorry my mum is such a busy-body.
I swear I didn't tell her do anything.
I hate myself not giving you the happiness you deserve.
I now just keep crying & crying. fucking flooding my whole house.
baby, why is it so hard to notice the love I have for you ?
I know I'm not pretty. I'm not kind. But I know I really love you !
I'm insecure. I'm fucking insecure.
I can't take it anymore ! why is everyone doing the same thing !!
over & over again to me !! I SO FUCKING NICE TO PLAY ?!
THEN FUCKING COME KILL ME ! I RATHER END MY HELL LIFE !
someone, kill me. end it for me once & for all. please.
I beg you.. someone. please... hais. =/
if you say you no gf, then no.
if you have gf, I'm happy for you.
I have nothing more to say. take care babys. see you soon.

MEMORIES.

SORROWs

2007-09-28T12:22:00.000-07:00

you told me once that you loved me.
you told me we would be together for eternity.
you helped me up when I was down.
you said that no matter what you'll be around.
all those promises that we had made
it's already about to fade.
where we have laughters, companion & love.
is all left to cries, lonliness & hurt.
I remember when you asked my how much do I love you.
I said it was everything more than what you do.
now everything's over. I can only wait.
& baby, I will wait no matter how long it takes.
I'll wait for you to change, to be able to think.
& I'll wait for you to me mine again.
no matter what, I Love You.
no matter where, I Miss You.
no matter what things I had, I Need You.
I'll always be here for you.
& I'll forever be loving you.
I'll forever remember 131006.
where Me & You began our love story.
the story, that never will have an ending.

Dear, I will wait for you de. I promise.
& I will keep my words to change.
No matter what, I'm still here for you.
& I will always love you.
You're my only guy. & will be my last.
Take care baby. x33 .

sad lonely life..

2007-09-15T12:23:00.000-07:00

hmm. after a long time. it's time to update abit.
well, things are not going smooth in my life..
my relationship failed. once again.
we are still close, but need time for awhile ?
guys, don't give me any advice. cos I don't wanna hear it.
at least not for now. cos I'm not in the mood for it bah.
as I'm writing this. tears are rolling down my face.
It's been 4 days since we broke up.
but yet, I'm still missing & loving you so much.
as i look into the sky, for stars at night.
I was hoping, praying, that we would be back together soon.
you told me you just wanted some time.
& that's why I'm waiting. only hoping for a miracle to happen.
we're still in contact. & you still care.
I'm touched baby, but we're not together.
I've learnt that you need to run your own life.
not someone running it for you. & letting go,
it wasn't easy. & it's never gonna happen.
I cry every night. I cry when I'm outside.
throughout my whole life, all the cuts I've had,
all the beatings, insultings & scoldings I've had,
are never compared to how much hurt my heart is now.
cos you are the only guy, I've done so much for.
that truely loves me, that cares for me.
& the only guy who I ever loved. I can't lose you.
I put up a happy front at our friends.
at you, but I cry & scream when I'm alone.
I really love you. & I can only wait.
as we continue chatting, going out, I can only wait.
the pain is killing me silently. but i still love you.
& it's worth everything I'll be going through.
ILoveYou, Jeffrey.

hais;

2007-08-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

Cassy, everything's gonna be over soon. he's so near. yet so far.
what more could you expect ? afterall, you're just a burden.
you're not worth to have anyone's love. even your parents.
guys, just 1 word, & in a month I'll be leaving.
I don't want to. but I can't be selfish too.
there's only 1 thing, that I can't bear to let go.
& that 1 thing, is Jeffrey Tan Yew Quan.
Baby, to me you mean everything. I've never regretted being with you.
even till this day. I've remained faithful to you.
no one can replace you in my heart. no one can.
I can lose everything. but I can't lose you laogong.
if for once, you just hear me out. you can feel my pain,
my hurt, my cries, my sorrows. that everyday is a torture to me.
I can't be perfect baby I know. I listened to you.
but there are better girls out there. how do you think I would feel ?
laogong I know you don't like me typing our things unless happy.
so I didn't say out anything. just letting you know. ILoveYou.
takecare.

CHALET. ANNI

2007-08-13T08:30:00.000-07:00

back to blogging. didn't have alot time. eh. I talk about
Ck's chalet first bah. met mich, qiqi, shihan, raven, elvis & ben.
met at bedok mrt. waited for tutu & dear. then took cab down.
lols damn cheap nia. we walked to chalet. got alot people.
then slack abit. after that eat lor. then play eat blablabla.
OHYA. the family staying next door, came out & scolded us at 2am.
LOLS. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY LA ! say what we throw chicken wing at their door.
LMAO ! then when they tell dear pick up. I sibei dulan.
I stand up walk towards them. ( I was at another place ) .
then the fucking woman started shouting. then hanx dulan.
shout back. then I shout back also. the rest laughing & watching.
it was fucking funny la. then the woman say they trying to sleep.
I told her " Cb, want sleep go home sleep laa ! "
" Chalet is come have fun leis please ! "
then her husband shouted at me.
saying " want have fun go beach & play laa "
I replied " orh. you say one lei. if drown also is because you told us.
who kana lor ! " please we so many people.
then i heard he wanted to BEAT me sial ! LOLS.
then dear stopped me. & everyone looked at him.
but I didn't notice. then he put hands down.
LOLS. FAT ASSES ! NO LIFE AR ! COME CHALET SLP !
LOLS ! ORDER PIZZA SOME MORE ! maked everyone laughed.
haha. stayed all the way till next morning 6am.
me & dear went tutu house to stay. nxt day tutu quarrelled with grandparents.
then me & dear left first. bth them. then I went to dear's house.
bathed all these. dear's turn to bathe lor. then we went back chalet.
left few ppl nia la. hahas. but it was better. not so noisy.
then EVERYONE was looking at Ck playing Fatal Frame 3.
was like a movie LOLS ! play till 3am.
me, raven dear & hanx went to tutu house take bike de key.
hanx went hospital first. this part most dulan.
reached outside our house, tutu ahma come take photo. WTF !
we in cab lei. NOT our car. then cab wait one side.
raven & me went to take the key. the ahma take photo again.
nb. then raven say " we here take key. & take picture is what meaning ! "
she fucking continue take. the ahgong pass us the key.
& guess what he said. " YOU ALL MAKE TUTU DON'T WANT STUDY."
" ASK HIM TO BEAT HIS AHMA. " " ALWAYS COME FIND HIM. "
" ALWAYS DISTURB HIM. " then dear came out cab.
dear said to the ahma " you talk, talk properly hor. is WE STOP tutu from beating you. " she jitao diam diam. then raven said " we got study de hor. he quit school is not our problem. we ask him go back he don't want. " I said " & is tutu ask we all come find him then we find de hor. some more he stay so fucking far ! "
then dear just ask we all go back cab. then we 3 dulan in cab.
went to fetch hanx. went back chalet. everyone was sleeping.
then me, dear, raven, hanx, shihan & tobi went mac to eat.
eat le we talk cock awhile. then went home le.
cause no place to sleep also. so anyway going home in few hours.
then went home, slept le.

now i talk about Today.
dear woke me up like 10am. ask me go his house.
today its our 10 month anniversary !
hahas. then woke up late. rushed in bathing.
then went to dear house lor. waited for him open door.
then his cousin came up also. haha. she so pretty (: .
then I just went inside room. waited for dear lor.
I cried. tell you guys why later.
then dear came in pei me le. then blablabla.
then went out play his game. I stay inside lor.
don't want come out. then dear keep asking his sis lend me her lappy.
but I don't want. haha. then dear ask me go out pei him. I mai x: .
then he dragged me out. x.x . bobian lor. after awhile his sis let me lappy.
I played lor. x.x . cause my maple on 2x. I think now no more le.
cause of my fucking dad. hais. then anyway, dear send me take cab.
then went home lor. now waiting dear play finish he call me.
HAPPY 10 MONTHS LAOGONG !

The reason I cried. was because my brother moved back.
I not hate him, not blaming him too. But infact my parents.
What respect should I give them ? Ya, my brother has school.
SO ?! Now I can't use the com till wee hours. & I used for like awhile.
Guess what my dad said ? " Let me use, anyway you can't use. Zen has school tomorrow"
I was like, " Wtf ?! then what I do ?" he said, " Sleep lor ! "
I thought to myself. " Fuck you. "
Then he also added. " Don't like, then you get out of my house. "
LOLS. Whatever jerk. I didn't know you were like this.
Showering LOTS OF MONEY on your BELOVED GIRLFRIEND ?
More, way more, then your own daughter. Oh, I almost forgot.
Am I still a daughter to you ? lmaos ! I guess not right.
fine. I'll GET OUT of your fucking house. Don't think of threatening me.
& making me come back by your " Make you feel guilty ways. "
I don't like it. IRRITATING ! go pamper your little girlfriend.
I don't care anymore (: . 100bucks for her bag. 30bucks for my shopping.
Nice. GG. go ahead spend more. She has more things from you then me.
Gifts, blablabla. I'm sick of calling you dad. Cause I'm sick of what you're doing.
Cheers *

mondayyyyyyyyy

2007-08-06T11:08:00.000-07:00

back to blogging. I'm feeling better now. hahas.
been thinking through some things. life, love, etc..
anyways. went to dear house today.
he naughty. never go to school. bad boy. [[x .
reached at about 1plus ? then accompany dear play his game.
P.S; he play I watch =.= . that's accompany to him. LOLS.
then went room. blablabla. [ Don't Anyhow Think ] .
after that still play his game. & then the M1 bill came.
from SOMEONE who used dear's IC & sign up line.
YET, doesn't want to pay. what a person. lmaos.
anyway the bill in total PLUS the termination penalty. is $700+
good game. poor dear have to pay. while SOMEONE just ga lan.
say what " I don't want pay also like that " .
Stop thinking EVERYTHING will go YOUR way.
cause some things eventually WON'T [[:
anyway I don't wanna ka your lanjia0 wei anymore.
I hate doing this type stuff. haha. I'm not scared either.
back to topic. dear went to bathe at 6plus.
his face so black ]]: . but i cheered him up !
haha. dear says today I'm well-behaved ! ^^ .
cause I didn't scold a single bad word.
& he say I very guai. haha. say will listen to me ;D
it's 2.18am . going sleep after dear sleep.
going do my hair too. I was thinking bout perming.
hahas. but I don't think my mum allows (: .
& there are fucking guys spamming me in imesh.
arghs ! fustrating. scolded them. LOLS.
kkays. I'll blog tomorrow (: .

&, I CAN'T WAIT FOR CK'S CHALET ON 9TH AUGUST ! WOOO.

sunday ~ ):

2007-08-05T10:46:00.000-07:00

woke up slightly late. went to bathe & stuff & eat.
then went to work. today didn't sell as many as I expectted.
only sold 5. =/ . boring. night time was quite busy.
but I didn't want to stay so late. hms.
alright, I'll get straight to the point.
I'm sick. I've got some problems handling my feelings.
I can't stop thinking stupid lame stuffs.
I can't stop giving attitude. like, WTF right ?
I can't stop accusing dear. I know it's irritating.
I can't control my relationship either =/ .
yah, you guys may ask me to end it. but I WONT.
no matter how hard it is for me, I'll hold on.
no matter how hurt I am, I'll hold on.
no matter things he do, I'll hold on.
friends call me stupid. some call me unreasonable.
you know who you are. I don't wish to say out.
I brought this to myself. okay ? it's all my fault.
I keep troubling you all. hey.
what else can you expect from a typical bitch like me ?
kindness ? happiness ? trouble-less ? cheerful ?
nice character ? pretty ? popular ?
please. I'm NOT any of those. unlike other girls.
I'm ugly, mean, troublesome, emotional, bad, selfish & low-profiled.
I'm not getting any attention. I'm speaking the facts.
after 15years of my life, I don't wish to go further.

Dear, I'm sorry. I keep hurt myself. & broke promise time & agn.
I keep give you trouble. make you mad. make you hate me.
give you stress. hold you too tight. say I'll change but have not.
always anyhow think, easily get jealous. calling you all the time.
message you all the time. get you fustrated. disturb you.
burden to you. can't make you happy. accusing you.
I guess I don't deserve you. & if I don't let go.
It'll be unfair to you. am I really what you want ?
I'll change if you want me to. but how long later ?
I don't know. will you be able to wait ?
I won't leave you & this i swear. but baby,
I'm sorry for loving you this much. till this extend.
till it's hurting your life. I'm sorry. really sorry.
I can't be as good as other girls.
but I'll learn as time goes by.
I Love You for Life; Jeffrey Tan Yew Quan*

selfless.

2007-08-04T12:02:00.000-07:00

hm. blogging time. life is boring. how I wish it would end soon (: .
I guess I just need to change my fucking self.
I have low-self esteem. no confidence in what I do.
I get jealous easily. I'm a Attitude Bitch. what's there to live ?
through out my whole life. I've never succeeded in anything.
I suffer from depression. I can get emotional.
my heart is bleeding. my life is ending. but I don't seem to care.
sigh, being in this world is torturing. now already so late.
I haven't sleep yet. I'm not a good friend nor a good girlfriend.
& I learnt people will stab you in the back.
this lesson I learnt again. even good friends will too (: .
I won't really tell you "friends" much things anymore.
& CK, the chalet I don't know if i should go either.
if there's people on Friday I'll go. If not it's no use.
I'm living a life without happiness.
I'm living a life where there's only me & myself.
I've got work later. I left 4hours to sleep.
I guess I'll stop here. GdNights*

day off

2007-08-03T10:12:00.000-07:00

well, today i did went to find dear. I jus took the day off.
I can't practically work & not have fun right ?
so morning, I woke up 1 hour late. went to bathe.
washed up, eat & make-up. then i went with my maid.
to a hp accessories shop. They brought their dog.
omg it was so darn cute ! played with it for awhile.
then took a cab down to hougang, dear's house.
I was lazy to take the mrt. hahas. when I reached,
I immedistely went to dear's room & slept.
was fucking tired. didn't get enough sleep.
then dear came & accompany me awhile. he's mean.
he keep preventing from sleeping. hahas. so I gave up (:
then blahblahblahblah.. watched dear play his WOW.
then i decided went to room & sleep. he allowed ^^ .
few minutes he came in also. he watched tv awhile.
then slept too. we slept till 6 plus.
cause dear's friend called. he was late.
he was suppose to play badminton with his friends at 6.
so we rushed. & I was ready by the time he was done.
hahas. went over to aljunied cc. watched dear play.
& his friends as well. then went to buy food.
came back. play & talk. then all decided to go at 8plus.
2 of them went home. so left we 6. went to kovan & eat.
after dinner, went to walk abit. then they wanted go somewhere.
but I went home. brought my dog out, saw jojo mei.
then went back home. washed up & use computer.
till now. dear I think going sleep cause he says so.
then I guess me too. hahas. Nights.

boring day

2007-08-02T10:43:00.000-07:00

okays. here come my another boring day. practically at work.
did nothing much. just usual routine. selling mp3. anyways.
mum came in the afternoon to meet me for lunch. had Cafe Cartel.
then went to walk rounds & rounds in Junction8.
finding my pendant I wanted. I want it with Butterflies (: .
sad. cant meet dear later. now is 145am. I got work.
sigh, can't I just have some time of my own. life's sucha fcuk.
getting sick again. dog keeps barking now & then.
works putting a little stress on me. r/s still shaky.
no time for friends & family. & ck's chalet coming up.
yea I'm not going. I don't wanna spoil anyone's day.
especially dear's. I don't want stick to him like superglue.
I want him to have fun with the others.
not worrying how i will react. hais. I'm too sensitive baby.
& I'm sorry. its just me. my style. how can I change it ?
a girl will always be a girl. so I'm really sorry.
I can actually try to go. but now I guess there's no need to try.
hahas. I'm a spoiler my dear. anyway. I miss you.
I know i have no time for you. hais. I wanna find you.
yet I'm negletting you. isn't it unfair ? gosh. Screw me.
but I never forget you onced. I promise I'll make time for you.
I love you.

& to those you just simply can't leave my life alone.
I appreciate your so-called "pity-ness" . gawd.
Please ! you all make me wanna puke !
do you understand words like. Fuck off ?
I'ts YOUR life or MINE ? It's YOUR bf or MINE ?
answer that. stop calling me to tell me you're his.
cause you know what ?
I Don't give a Fuck.
take him, show me how much you love him.
yea I know you're better than me.
so what ? everyone is (: .
& i admit that. do you ? nah. i guess not.
look, I don't know who you are.
or what you want from me.
but i clearly know. If you wanna do thing like this.
I'll play along with you. let's meet up.
how about going shopping ? while i spend your money like Shit.
what about coffee ? where I pour it on you.
& people can see your real black heart ?
huh ? how about some ? girl, how old are you ?
stop playing your Fucking childish games.
& please Fucking Grow Up. cause I don't care if you beat me too (:
think about it, Cheers *

- ima fucking no life shit, & im happy about it.

LALALALA

2007-07-31T02:56:00.000-07:00

LALALAs. ok im back. x: . hm found this picture while RANSACKING th com.
xD. its Me, Elaco, Qiqi darling VS bluriejie aka DummyJIE, sena & th othr dc x: .
HAHAHAHA ! so ya, girls won. in bboy xD. total ownage. hee.
well its th past. things changed le. no more nice songs. & i hate audition (: .
dont ask why. you dont wanna know. im damn bored now. nth to do.
i wanna dig more pictures up. then post here. haha.
i didnt post pictures de. cos im too lazy x: . im getting bored of my skin.
roars. i dont know why. lols. now waiting for baby to call me aft this game.
MY GRANDMA HOGGED TH FONE FOR APPARENTLY 5HRS OMG.
how am i gonna use it. zzz . wait till night lor. im answering my own =.=
haha. sian tmr i got work. work is BORING. unless got customers ^^ .
come find me lei. buy mp3. i wan COMMISSION x: . lalalas.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
x: . i miss alot ppl. hais. i donno why..............
aiya got summore thing sae den i come post x: . BYE x33

i'm feeling so torn up inside;
i've gotta get control of my life.
if you sae you love me.
say it once, say it twice.
say it and look me in the eye.
baby you know i just cant live without you.
yes, life goes on. but its just not the same.
yet i waited for you but you never came.
dont say a word if you're gonna make me cry.
dont even say you'll give it a try.
& dont say you're hurt if your heart didnt die.
do you know the pain in me ?
or are you just simply blind to see ?
if there's one thing that i'll always feel.
its you, baby boy. & that is true.

- dont copy i tell you -

just my words.

2007-07-23T05:12:00.000-07:00

hms. alot thigns happened for that LONGG period i didnt blog.
me & dear got alot big problems. hais. i dont wanna say anything bout it ler.
cos anyway its th past. yayaya i must let it go and move on.
cant keep harping on the past. anyway me & dear ok ler. jus i no trust ler.
but slowly nors. i will try de ok dear. hmmm. did nth much this few days.
then sat midnight dear came my hse. then after tht ok le lor.
then nxt day dear went home le. cos i need go work. then met troy.
pass him money then met mummy. went bishan for work. i abit late.
i chiong in changing clothes. then went to work lor. sell mp3.
i sold 7 mp3 man. from help with my collegues oso laa xD.
then they all treat me nice. this wednesday i going back agn lor.
then hanx came find me at 8pm. then suppose meet ck at bunk.
but dear dont let. then nbm. then dear oso dont let me eat at coffee shop.
so nbm lor. i went to packet back and eat. hahas. then reach home, i called dear.
chat awhile i say i go wash up then call my daddy first. haha.
then i makan. then finish le wait till dear call me lor. then we chit chat.
i mus keep nagging him to slp. ROAR ! cos he got sch today.
anyway im sorry dear. cos mayb something gonna happen.
dont ask why. ue dowan to knoe & ue no nd de. lols. but rmb this.
i is only love you. muacks.

9months & so on ....

2007-07-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

okies im here to post bah. i not really free past few days.
anw wanted to sae bout last friday, 13.07. hmmms.
it was ME & LAOGONG 9MNTHS ANNI ! xD . really was happy.
woke up morning. cos i going dear hse. then at hougang mrt,
got this small girl guai lan with me. heng she small =.- .
then went to dear hse. watch him play. then we watch dvd.
then blah blah blah lor. lmaos. dont anyhow think bahs x.x .
then about 6plus, we went bunk met ck, raven darl, hanx, mich.
qiqi, lex kor & shot came along too. but they didn`t went for th movie.
then they play at bunk. play dao 11plus. then we go plaza sing thr slack lor.
movie start we go in. we watched Harry Potter. its bo hua lor.
no ending de. then so short. th fighting part is like 10min only ?
watch wat. zzz . aft movie, we went &eleven outside slack awhile.
then decided walk to parklane th Banquet. me & ck ate.
then tok tok tok. tok dao morning. then took cab home lors. hahas.
simple celebration. went home sleep, then afternoon woke up. play come.
then stayed home whole day. then normal thing lor. nxt day,
suppose meet ck they all. but dear no go. so i went to dinner with dad.
went jacks place. hahas. cos my father fren work thr. then eat lor.
eat le i went home. then watch tv then use com. then sleep.
today woke up, bathe everything, jojo mei come my hse. then we went lot1 eat.
then met my mum. aft eat le went bukit timah for job interview.
then interview le, they call me. then say ask me come down tmr for training.
so ok lor. hahas. then dear & i hardly tok. but its okay. cos i went condo
to slack & bring my doggy out. hahas. with my frens (:
im suppose to be sleeping.... but i nbr laa. cos feeling sad. i dowan say so much.
but oso i keeping to myself. haiya ! confused la ! nb cb. everything can end,
life would be much easier. anw. dear told me slp early. so i listen nor.
i love you my baby.
hais. dowan say bout it.

aikes

2007-07-11T01:24:00.000-07:00

LOLS. nth to post lei. jus tht every morning dear keep wake me.
xD. veh tired nar. but nbm. hehes. ytd slept at 7am plus ~
woooo ~ played audi. den ahjie send me some songs. den go slp le.
thks ar. baby i love you ! saturday i`ll update !

bad day .

2007-07-08T12:40:00.000-07:00

dots. its like 3.41am. and im still blogging ? wth ?
hais. alot thing going thru me. let me see what happen ytd and today.
ytd went dinner with my dad. den after dinner,
met dear, raven, qiqi, ck, ben, bw & lex. den slacked in smoking area.
for abit. 30min plus ? dao 11plus. den they decided went to bugis play pool.
den reach thr le, aft awhile, me and qiqi mus go out.
cos underage. den i pei qiqi ^^ . den i let dear knoe. den go off le lors.
den we went bugis street walk abit. but close shop le lor.
den one place. got boy di siao us. sae his fren wan our number.
den we totally ignore. den he sae giv him face lei. still ignore.
den blah blah blahs. lame rite. =.- . den we went mac to slack lor.
over thr we tok c0ck. play play. den on music.. den dear sms me.
sae " darling eu at whr.?" den i replied at mac. why. den he sae orh. nth.
jus to make sure i at whr bah. den awhile ltr, me and darling decided go back
to th pool thr. but sit downstairs. we waited bout 1hr for nth la.
den finally we were REUNITED with them. haas. den went further down.
till suddenlly they sit one place. den touran and cloudie met us oso.
all play and tok c0ck. den dear test me smth. slap my hand 10times.
damn pain. pain dao i cry. den he sayangs me. aft awhile we all went home.
dear sae he jus now sry. den kiss me den go le. but i went off first.
hees. reached home, it was damn fast la =.- . den i called dear.
he sae reach home call me. bout 3.10am. he haben call me.
den i call. he sae he with kai. i sae kai only meh. my jie cfm thr.
he sae don hav really don hav. i believe. 2hrs + ltr ~
i called agn. ask really don hav meh. den jiejie shouted.
den i knoe dear bluff me ): . den i kup. den sms him .
he sae he knoe he wrong sry. he scare i angry.
but dear ar dear. ue tell me truth i wont angry de. cos ue no betray me mahs.
den i quite sad le. i went to bed and slept. i off vibrate.
afternoon woke up, saw dear msg me 5times. call me 29 times.
dear i woke up 10min late aft eur last call. sry. x.x . in your msgs,
ue ask me forgive ue. yes. i forgive ue. but i cant trust ue le.
i will trust ue. but depends how ue gain it back bahs. i sms ue this le.
baby i really is love you. jus no nd to lie to me de. im not angry.
im utterlly hurt. thats all. till now ue sleep. ue ytd more den 24hrs no slp.
still wan wait me wake up den slp cos ue do wrong thing.
dear this hurts me alot. im touched la. but hurt too.
i dowan ue do this de hors. eur health no gd de ): . ltr ue sick.
at least ue knoe ue wrong. thats why im less hurt. but still am =/
den anw, went back clementi. and i fight with my mum.
really fight. not quarrell. i gave her scars. she gave me too.
i give de more worse x: . sians. den i ran away frm home. went downstair.
den hanx came pei me. den chat lor. play, eat, drink. den bw sms me.
ask wat i doing. i sae still outside. thot he wanna slp. he sae don intend.
so he call me lor. den me & hanx pei him chat. i knoe alot things okay !
x: . den 2plus, went back, pack my things, & my dad send me & hanx home.
hahas. den now home lors. till now dear haben wake up.
i scare thing happen to him . hais. im still hurt & insecure. but..
babyiloveyou

fridayyy

2007-07-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

sian la. waiting for dear to come back.
todae woke up by him. at 9plus.
den bathe. everything le, went his hse. damn far laa =.- .
reach le, he ask wat happen. [cos my face damn shag].
i bo reply. dear cfm got reason. i dowan sae nia. den see him play com.
den pei him tok. den go watch tv. den i dowan elaborate.
heng he bathe le sial. cos he went to slp. =.- .
den i used his com lor. play audi lor. sibei sians.
play with weijie aka bluriejie. hanx. qiqi darling. xiaomeng. dan aka lingdan.
jetbond. raven darling. gon. andy aka bw & his fren hahas.
den plae few modes. mostly D8. den aft dhat NPC. den BBOY8 .
den went to wake dear up. den his mummy cooked dinner ^^ .
den we eat nor. dear joined me shortly aft. den aft eat le,
he went rest in bed. den i tink he bathed agn bah. not so sure.
done le, me & him went bunk meet hanx, ck and lex kor.
LEX KOR CUT HIS HAIR MAN ! YANDAO SIAL ! xD.
but mei more yandao laa. hahas x: . den play in bunk.
tsk tsk. i found $5 on a bunk chair. lucky sial. den dear use to pay bunk.
hahas. den went KFC to eat. i got no mood. hais.
been tinking alot things. ltr sae. den aft that. dear, ck & hanx go pub.
dear ask me wan go anot. but in th end, he don allow.
hais. ue sae cos ue worried if i go home alone ltr. i knoe la baby.
but i jus wanted to tag along. in th end i bobian go home.
totally kana pangseh by all. am why am i wasting my time waiting for ue to come home.

zzz. stupid me sial. i trust ue wont do anything. im jus worried.
wat if ue drunk ? wat if anything happen to ue ? im th one suffer oso ue knoe.
my heart will totally break in many pieces !! hais. i jus wish ue back safe.
already 2.13am. not a sms or call frm ue. on othr hand.
while ue having fun, im home waiting ue. dying of boredness.
im tired. but i wanna wait. cos ue my stead. i will dan xin.
i knoe ue boy. but its my own feelings bah. hais. ok bahs.
i admit. th past is haunting me. i keep tink & tink. reminded of last time.
i`ll cry myself to slp. for 2weeks im sick already. im under abit depression.
okay ? i wanna hurt myself. but i promised ue & frens. hais.
yea. my feelings has fade. but i love you alot still. i really do.
my feelings fade is cos mayb i too stress. & ue don seem to care.
i knoe ue got eur own things. & own privacy. but i donno why im feeling insecure.
do ue knoe how much i need ue by my sides sometimes ?
but whn i call ue, ue said i irritate ue. so instead i keep feelings to myself.
or tel my frens. yet i got scolding by ue for telling ?
baby don get me wrong. im not blaming ue. if ue read it carefully.
word by word, ue can see im actually blaming myself. don get me wrong.
i wan this relationship to work out. nxt friday, is our 9th month anniversary.
do ue knoe ? ue told me ue do. so its okay. anw im sorry i got attitude.
its jus myself. i cant really help it. i can change. but not now.
not in this state i am. im still waiting for ue to come home.
i pray that you`ll be alright. & that you`ll be home safe.
iloveyou

haiiiiis

2007-07-04T01:11:00.000-07:00

sian. quarrelled with dear. x.x . sian laa.
my eyes fcking pain sial. donno why. 1week plus lers.
owaes same eye. zzz. hmmm.. jus started using th com.
dear now den go slp. den still quarrel =.- . aye..
dowan sae bout it. dear ar. ue gimme slp early laa.
ue sick hor. i oso cant take care ue. ue ownself knoe eurself bah.
i sae how many time ue wont listen. scold ue oso don care.
bwg le. okie. i going audi soon. hear some songs first.
EYE FCKING PAIN ! nabei. x.x . why i so vulgar sial.
i dowan so vulgar......!! x: . ok la. don crap lers.
ltr or wat i post agn lors. eh read my below th post.
COMPO SIAL !! xD .
imsorrybaby

elvis & troy bday

2007-07-02T23:16:00.000-07:00

ahhh. sorry i din blog for a LONG time. lols.
like i said i will update whn i have th time. which is now
lols. okie lemme tok bout elvis bday first. den troy bday.
den th day i go prawn fishing. xD. & abt ytd de ;D.

ELVIS BDAY; 27JUNE

okay we all planned to go Night Safari. LOLS.
it was CK`s idea. & everyone agreed. so ya. we went
all suppose meet 6plus at cck mrt. at abt 5plus i was rdy.
den 6plus i called ck ask whr were they. den they said at ps.
waiting for my dear and donno whu. den they wanted to change plan
go drink instead of going night safari. den i was like wtf.
i told them i call elvis first. elvis already reached cck le.
den i told ck elvis reach le. den they sae ok lor. den come.
elvis was wit glitx. so both came my hse. we watched th 7pm show.
while waiting for th rest to come. den elvis send glitx go mrt.
den i continue stay home watch show. till 8 i went over mrt meet elvis.
& th rest still haben come. we waited. tok tok. walk walk. buy drink.
den 830 they all come le. den they sae dowan go le. i bwg. den go tok fone.
den donno they all toking wat. cos i was standing one side.
den abt 9 they decided to go. den we took th bus. i abit no mood. =/ .
but nbm. den reach le. bought tickets. den went in.
we were like strolling lor LOLS. den dear sae i walk so slow. =.- .
den got wat mouse deer ar. den th boys la. go di siao.
den barking deer they go bark. no respond though. LOLS.
den i hardly rmb we see wat. i rmb th wolf ar. den slping de.
we walk away to th hyeena(donno how spell). den they were like fighting ?
we heard th wolf howl. den we went back to see. by th time we back.
they stopped =.- . but were standing up. lols. den we pek chek.
went back to hyeena. cos still fighting or playing la.
den decided to walk. we finding th mangrove walk. got bats de.
den damn funny. got one place light veh bright. on floor de.
den lex kor or donno whu. go put map den everyone gather round LOLS.
den we finally reached th mangrove walk. donno which entrance or exit.
till some angmohs told us. haas. went in. i open door.
den hanx sae to me. sae ue don dare rite. nbm i lead way.
end up i infront =.- . den hanx and dear go and shout. act de .
den they go gu yi squat down. den mich and elvis saw le. go squat osho.
LOLS. mich stand up elvis still down. den i sae why all squat they gu yi de la.
LOLS. den got one bat fly den kana elvis th hair. lols.
den beside dear and hanx got one bat. i go tel them
den they still whr. =.- . finally see le. hanx chua tio. LOLS.
den i sae got bird lei. i donno why oso. den we went out le.
all go see th display thr. haas. stay for so long.
den me and dear went walk further down first. see one cute animal.
run so fast. den 10min ltr. th rest finally came. but they din get to see.
haas. i tink got see abit. haas. den walk further down.
into th giant flying squirrel. damn big sia. lols. den went toilet brk.
slack awhile. buy drink. one soft drink $4 =.- .
one mineral water $2.50. of cos i buy water . lols.
den we went to see giraffe. got zebra and deer osho. den wanted go see tiger.
so excited lor. den go thr no tiger. den hanx la ! go take th ants.
sae chocolate. wtf !!!! gross la. hai till raven fall down ): .
i tripped osho. LOLS. den time to go. all took cab home. haas.
den we oso saw leopard, spotted hyeena.. and some othrs i donno xD.
den go home. tok fone wib dear till 4. den slp.

TROY BDAY; 28JUNE

woke up at 6plus. den ck called me go out. cos troy bday.
den i sae ok i try. den dear got go i sure go.
den i told my dad. sae wanna go. den he let me go lor.
i sae i eat at home. den i jus eat finish my dad ask me go wib him dinner.
den ok lor. bobian. den in th end eat dao 9plus. den i go meet them lo.
den met them at plaza sing. and BK de nearby stairs. den they go eat BK.
onii dear eat. lols. den i pei him. watch him eat lor.
den troy wit puipuipui. imod and donno whu.
found us le. den aft eat. decided go HQ. but qiqi went home. they went difer hq.
we went parklane mall thr. LOLS. den me, raven and hanx play audi.
dear and ck plae WOW. plae till sian. we 3 go down while they plae wow.
den met lex kor, touran and cloudie. den hanx headache. so rest.
while we 5 went to th pub thr. go in see nia.
den lex kor order beer. i nbr drink cos i knoe dear not wib me cannot.
haas. i onii eat th potato chips. den me and raven went out lor.
den troy and his own frens go bugis play pool. den we rush ck and dear.
den finally went down. go bugis find troy. den th boys go play billard.
me and raven darling see them. sian sia. den dear turn finish le.
is bout 3am plus . den dear was like di siao hanx, ck and lex kor.
tok in hokkien. dear action damn cute sia. me and raven laughing like siao.
LOLS. den me and hanx decided go home by cab. ck and lex osho go home.
aft go eat . den left dear and raven darling. i reach home le.
den they go find troy. donno till wat time. den he 9am den slp bah.

PRAWN FISHING xD

woke up at 11am plus. cos eather ask me go lunch wib jo mei osho.
den ok lor. abit 3plus den me and esther mei eat prata.
jo mei eat yong tau fu. xD. den esther gtg. me and jo bring lexas(my dog) out
den daddy wan bring me go prawn fishing. den jo and esther came along.
damn fun sia. esther so scare of th prawn LOLS. den play play play.
my bro caught one wib a tag. blue markings. go counter. got 5bucks. xD.
den eat dinner. we caught 19 prawns !!! xD. went home.
me bro and dad played wib th prawn. some still alive.
big ones all dead . lol. den i tok on fone wit dear. den tired.
awhile ltr go slp.

YESTURDAY

woke up 8.30 . bro woke up oso. i bathe, eat, make up. den went out.
my bro osho tag along. cos he going back clementi. den he alight.
i went to dear hse. dear like pig slping. xD. den i wont elaborate xD.
dear go do his com thing. i slept in his rm. damn tired.
den he woke me up. den his turn to slp. i wait for him dao 7. den i use com.
he finally woke up. & EVERYONE. i HATE JETBOND ! x: .
he was complaining in msn why i nbr put his name. nar. thr it is. x.x .
den dear bathe finish. dry up, we went out shortly aft.
met ck, qiqi darling lex kor and hanx. den went to eat yoshinoya.
damn exp la . =.- . den go bunk. play awhile. den qiqi went home.
played till bunk close. den all at smoking area thr slack abit.
den awhile ltr. all go home. washed up. den vido ask me call him.
den tok bout somethings. den i called dear and tok .
tok till abt 2am plus den i went slp le. bth.

TODAY x:

woke up and saw dear msg !!! so happy ^^ . finally can see le. haas.
one is he went to slp. othr is he wake up. hee.
i washed up, ask maid buy LJS. den i eat and watch tv.
aft eat dear call me to call him. so call lor. tok till now. ^^ .
ok my this post i tink th longest ever ? LOLS.
took 2hrs to rmb and type EVERYTHING ! lalalas. i got stm de ok !!
will update mayb at nite or tmr ;D . cheers.
babyiloveyou

Update

2007-07-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

sorry guys. have not been updating. i not so free.
will update when i have the time. got LOTTTTS of things to say.
takecares ^^

i love you

2007-06-26T13:31:00.000-07:00

JEFFREY TAN YEW QUAN
I LOVE YOU FOR LIFE.

HAIS

2007-06-26T10:34:00.000-07:00

WHY ISSIT I HAV TO GO THRU THIS !!!! I FEEL SO FCKED UP !!
WHY DO THIS TO ME !!! GAWD WHY TH FCK DO I DESERVE THIS !!!
I FCKING HATE MY LIFE !!! I`M JUS A NOBODY !! I HATE LOVE !
I REALLY HATE LOVE !!! I HATE MYSELF !! I HATE EVERYONE !!!
WHY DO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!!! BUT HE DON UNDERSTAND !!!! WTF WTF WTF !
I`M HURTING MYSELF AGN. SRY TO ALL WHU I PROMISED. I REALLY BTH !!
I CAN NO LONGER TAKE THIS !! I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !!
I WANNA DIE !

blahhhhh

2007-06-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

did nothing much today. jus same thing lor. watch tv den plae com.
boring huh my life ? cos i got nth better to do.
well i haven`t log in audition for today. mayb ltr bahs.
quite lazy. weeee. tmr elvis bdae. guess whr we`re going ?
NIGHT SAFARI ! OMG ! SO FUN RITE !! =.- . veh sacarstic hor.
anw we go for a change. betetr den no life. owaes lan lan lan.
haas. well. i`m stuck at home. while dear & ck are out enjoying.

hais. cassy ar cassy. wat th fck ue really wan. why ue owaes anyhow tink.
i love dear. i jus wan we 2 to be okay. we`re drifting.
i knoe that. i keep my feelings to myself. i jus cant seem to stop.
i dowan to tell dear cos we sure quarrel. hais. i miss you baby.
i really do. i miss your sweetness, eur laughter, your hugs,
your kisses, & i miss you saying "I love you" to me. hais.
why change ? i really cant take it. not i wanna hurt myself.
its jus too painful. i can nvr really make ue happy.
i knoe. i useless. i understand every single words you told me. its okay.
i miss you.

emo

2007-06-25T10:38:00.000-07:00

ok. just another post. gawd i`m feeling so shag now
hais. why is my life jus so emo now. yea. i`m NOT OKAY !
today did nothing lor. wake up late. den father kpkb.
damn sian lor. den watch tv. den bout like 8pm.
went to play audition lor. play few rnd inside,
me and mich decided go play bboy.
WE OWNED MOST SIAL ! xD . mann.. i`m still too noob bahs.
then aft awhile. these 2 ppl came in. damn fcking noisy.
den ahjie pm me. den i ask him join us play.
got ppl join th 2 ppl play. ohya. it was steve`s rm.
den he left and came back. rofls. den he teamed with those 2 noisy ppl.
suay hor ! x: . then steve pm me. say they kpkb sial.
i say now den he knoe. lmaos. den he sae he wanna scold.
i sae scold lor. haas. den finally th 2 left. PEACE AT ONCE !
den i left audi. said bye to mich laopo & ahjie & steve.
den watch tv awhile. i called dear. he sae he playing =/ .
den nbm. put down. went to use msn and frensta.
den decided make new skin. yepp, this skin lor.
den do do do. finally can post. haben even ok yet lors.
now on fone wib dear. i donno why but i wanna cry.
my heart is aching. i`m hurt. but why ? hais.
dear said smth. but i donno issit he mean it. or as a joke
i so hope its jus joking. i wanna cry. i`m controlling.
many things happened. me and dear no longer close. why ?
dear is not i keep anyhow tink. i wanna trust ue. but i jus cant.
i donno why. i knoe ue may find it stres.
i dowan to be like this too. its really hurting.
ue said we are not drifting & ue are not treating me differ.
but i donno why i find dhat we are. is not i wanna hurt myself
jus its too pain already. i`m sorry baby. i still love ue alot.
& i love ue for life. and i promise ue. ue alredy got a special place in my heart.
and i`ll nvr nvr nvr leave ue. pls don let me go.
i said before. no matter wat i will hold on. i bear the pain.
the tears, the heartache. i`ll bear everything. & really will.
sorry baby i love you.

hehe

2007-04-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hm. Didn`t post for quite long long long time. Lols. Sorry guys. x.x . Anyway. me & xian patch le. I jus lazy update. Hahas. I only hope we both learnt frm our mistakes. And dont repeat it again. we have hit 6months plus already. I trusts him more and more. Admit I still anyhow think. But I`ll try to 100% trust him. Hehes. Ohya, Those who reads Teenage, on th May issue. under Love & Friendship, I wrote a little something for my Dear boy. Hehes. Check it out yea. & I miss everyone I didn`t saw for so long. I really really missed them. I appreciate my friends for being there for me no matter what. I really am. I`m lucky to have you guys as friends. No matter whether we still contact or not, lovely memories I will remember. Haas. Time has pass, things & even people have changed. Some for the better, some for the worst. Others, remain as usual. Like now, schools for ITE or POLY has started. Dear is back to studying. As usual he is lazy =.= , sleeps late & skips school. I`m gonna punish you Dear if you continue. Lols. But he sleeps late is 'cos he plays his computer games & accompany me chat on phone. Dear is my lovely boy. I really don`t want to lose him again. There`ll be no turning back if I did. Dear, study hard okays. You need to support your family. Don`t skip school for me. I won`t be really happy. & I hope all my friends out there are changed for the better, studying hard. Not like me. Sigh, again, I quitted my private school. It`s not comfirmed. But I already sent the letter. Even the staff still remembers me. & guys, be sure to watch 200 Pounds Beauty. Nice movie, nice songs, you`ll love it ! Dear, be a good boy. I know laopo is hopeless. But I hope you can give me time to think what I really want in my life. Okay peeps, gonna go sleep now. Need to wake up 8am to make my I.C ^^ . Then maybe after that I go find Dear. Hehes. ILOVEYOU MY LAOGONG. MUACKS.

2007-03-28T00:10:00.000-07:00
we lasted for 5 months, 13days. den we ended. even though you say you still love me, & that we will be together again. just you need time to think. loving you this way is torturing for me. ii know my mum said some things which maybe made you think wrong. but baby. all ii got is you. ii can never love someone so much like how ii love you. you know ii`ll forever love you no matter what. even if we not together, even if ii grow up and marry someone else. you know ii`ll love you. cos you already got a place in my heart. you`re the only guy who treats me best. now ii must wait for you to think finish. ii know you said we still count the days we together. but how long do you want me to suffer this way. ii know you love me. ii love you too. but can we go back like before ? & even if we back together, will you change for the better ? just for me ? ii will change for you. & ii know everything takes time. ii really love you. ii miss your everything. without you, my life suddenlly became so empty. ii dont even know what is right or wrong anymore. hais. you given me so much happiness. you`re my longest relationship. but ii dont blame you for everything. ii`m blaming myself for not being there for you most of the time. ii blame myself for not treasuring this relationship. ii blame myself for being so hard on you. ii blame myself for not trusting you. ii even hurt myself by cutting, hitting and biting. ii know ii was wrong. but do you know you do things that hurt me ? ii just dont want say out. and you also hurt me, by keeping things to yourself. causing you stress and moodless. making me worried. ii`ll keep my word by studying hard. ii really love you. ii cant get over you. ii know we`ll be together. but how long do you want to keep me waiting. baby ii really love you. ii know we count the days. but is not the same without being with you. ii dont know if you`re gonna be angry when you see this. but ii just wanna let you know only. iiloveyou. muacks*

<3

2007-01-13T11:16:00.000-08:00

xD (: ): >=D :D ^^ :P

2007-01-11T00:51:00.000-08:00

sians. now damn bored. so blogging. veh long no blog too. haas. sorry ar. mus be boring lerhs. no new post for ue all see. hehes. anws. 2 more days me & laogong 3mnths ! hehes. pass 1mnth, keep going out plae.. den chiong audi abit. den go out. ton 2 times. lols. dad allow sias. den keep doin same things nors. wib my baobei laogong & audi frens ! elvis, belin darl, raven darl, qiqi darl, icy darl, bw, siaogao, ben, tutu, james, hao, mich, ck, ling, erik, tine, lex kor.... summore ii forget. ps ar. lols. den we ton at tutu hse.. den go bunk, parklane, slack like siao. lols. & ii miss laogong lots. hehes. he now playing o2jam. donno wan join marhs. xD. now ii sick. ohyahs. ii went back to study. haas. ii registered for a private sch in Rex Commercial school. at bugis thr. lols. more relax larhs. wear anything. lols. den got alot boys sia. alot malays too. & ii made alot new frens (: . but 10am-4pm. still nd wake up freaking early. lols. den ytd aft sch, went out.. meet qiqi darl at bugis. den went to bunk met shuling & erik. den elvis osho came. den laogong came aft awhile. den got some probs. aiyarhs. ii too sensitive. > < . donno why ii suddenlly liddhats. hais. ii love laogong too much lerhs. den quite long argument. almost brk. den ii ran away frm qiqi they all at 6plus. cos they eating. so cannot do anything. den ii ran to mrt first. saw huiyin & her bf. lols. den went city hall. finding place ii love most. laogong keep call me go home. ii dowan. den he sae he angry jus now. dhat why sae brk. but is qi hua. so ii cooled down. he ask me go parklane find him. he sae he wait for me. den aft dhat we made up. den okay lerhs (: . now damn sians. sicks. haas. giddy. blog mayb tmr bahs. sat cfm will blog ^^ . iiLOVEMYLAOGONGFOREVER !

HAPPY 2MNTH LAOGONG ! MUUACKS ! ^^

2006-12-12T08:16:00.000-08:00

!

baby, we`ve been thru much, but my love for ue will nbr end. ii`ll love ue forever. nbr ever will leave ue derhs. laogong wo ai ni (: . MUACKS*

SOME iN ONE. xD

2006-12-12T07:19:00.000-08:00

er..... psps. too long no blog lerhs. hahas. ii blog some onii bahs. lazy. LOLS. ok. blog bout jiejie de chalet. hehes. met laogong at outram mrt. den we went harbour front. go collect cake. hehes. cos jiejie bdae ! ^^ . den went back outram. met belin, troy, andy. den we waited for othrs. veh long sia. hahas. den they finally arrived ! lols. all go take train dao pasir ris. one big grp sia. hahas. they all go wrong way. so me & laogong took taxi. we reached first ! lols. saw jie lerhs, we went in chalet. put cake. awhile ltr, jie came in lerhs. we help wib th chicken. den they all reach lerhs. whole chalet packed. lols. but all not reach yet. den they go escape, left me, laogong, troy, belin, raven, jiejie & her bf. her bf stay in chalet, we all rest go buy summore food. lols. den buy lerhs, went back chalet put thing. den went rent bbq pit, wire, starter blah blah. but went eat thr first. hahas. ii share wib laogong. so much sehs. xD. went back chalet.. den went plae pool aft dhat.. this time everyone went hahas. on way saw qiqi darl & icy darl. they on way go chalet onii. but join us first. lols. den awhile ltr, constatine laoda & his fren eric join us. we played awhile. den sae go back chalet lerhs. den they play cards. we girls bully bully th boys. lols. den th rest came back lerhs. we all start bbq. chit chat, rest awhile, go beach walk. 12plus, brought jiejie de cake out. forget put ck name. SORRY ! > < . aft dhat.. me, laogong, laoda, darlingS & eric went walk walk. we suddenlly thot of going red hse. but we sae too little ppl. so we called some. went back chalet get them. den jie brief us abt things. in th end qiqi cant go. so only me, laogong, jie, icy darl, laoda, eric, kenshin, ben, fake hotshot, ballball & andy. went thr, got few grp lerhs. we were 3rd grp. onii 4 ppl went in. laogong, ben, kenshin & ballball. den alot thing happen. don wish to sae. hahas. den most of us tio things. but ok lerhs ii tink. den went back chalet. din slp at all. chat till 5.30. all went beach see sunrise. but in th end, WRONG DiRECTiON. LOLS. but nbm larhs. ohya. laogong did smth so nice. ^^ . den went back chalet & arnd 7plus, we all slept lerhs. den woke up 10. den went home lerhs. ii took cab, laogong took bus.

ok now tok bout monday. went bugis met qiqi & icy darl first. den we walk in bugis awhile. laogong came.. den walk & walk. awhile ltr, laoda came den followed by eric. hahas. den went arcade plae & plae & plae.... den went temple... ii pei laogong. stay outside. hehes. take risk lehs. x: . they came out lerhs, went parklane plae pool. den we like siao ppl. lols. den went bunk meet ppl. di siao here & there. hahas. aft dhat. darlings go home lerhs. left me only girl, laogong, eric & laoda, ben, tutu & his bro. den went ps meet raven & belin darl, ck, ballball & belin de kor. den went lucky plaza plae pool agn. hahas. den went shaw hse eat, slack awhile.. den went home lerhs. went home tok awhile slp nors. xD.

ALL iN ONE 2 xD

2006-11-30T02:22:00.000-08:00

WEEEEETS back agn. wahsehs. alot to type sia for this post =.=. abt 3days ? lols. sians. hand wan brk lerhs. xD. ok now ii start. woke up, met laogong at 3plus ? hahas. den we went walk at bunk. den go cineplex thr. go see got wat movie watch. den in th end we watch battle of th wits. not bad larhs. hahas. first timem ii watch chinese show nehs. x: . lalalas. den ii din wanna go home. abt 7plus lerhs, so went to ps walk around.. den go eat long john for dinner. den ii went laogong hse stay (: . den stayed down awhile. laogong sae wan go home. so go lorhs. den ii managed to go in. but abit prob don wish to sae. hahas. so me & laogong went out agn nors. his face so angry > <. so scary sia... he bring wo walk & walk. went sit awhile. den walk agn. ii piak him !!! LOLS. in th end osho he bully me back derhs ): . den we sae go punggol park walk nors. went 7eleven bfore dhat. hahas. den saw ppl go feed cats. th kitties so cute !! but laogong don let me plae ): . he sae dirty. sobs. sad sia... den went sit den aft dhat slack awhile. ii dowan laogong smoke den he still keep smoke. sobs. so bu ting hua. ii smack ue nars !!!!!!!! hurmps* . den in th end. bth, laogong sae go back home nors. ii sae anythin. den went back, go rm lorhs. th sister osho inside sleeping. hahas. den at donno wat time, ii wan slp lerhs. den laogong keep wake me up. haha. so wake lorhs. den in th end he wan slp. so ii make him back. den finally he wake up lerhs ^^. den do this do dhat. x: . tired den both slp nors. hahas. nxt day woke up, at 11plus ii tink. hahas. den ii woke up first. den woke laogong up. he more pig den me. LOLS. x: . still sae me hor laogong. x: . lalalas. den ii went bathe, almost finish lerhs, laogong playing audition. walao. on so loud =.= . ii wan deaf lerhs. hahas. den ii walk here walk thr, went in put make up. his papa come back. den laogong ask his papa buy food for us. den ii abt finish make-up, laogong bathe finish lerhs, went eat lorhs. while ii plae audi. hahas. den laogong wan download some videos. ii jus sit & see nors. tel him don download he dowan listen. but in th end he nbr ii tink. den ii abit tired. whn back rm rest awhile. den laogong come pei me. LOLS. he go di siao his uncle. den we do this do dhat agn xD. den ii touch up make-up. we went out lerh lorhs. donno go whr. den met kai. awhile ltr, their othr fren ii tink, came. went eat pizza !! xD. ii onii eat 1chicken, 1 pizza, 1drink. kai & laogong eat alot sia. den they keep laughing like siao tabors. xD. ii need quiet them down. lols. order food speak properly larhs haiyohs. hahas. den their fren went meeting ii tink. den eat finish lerhs, me, laogong & kai went bunk see see awhile. den kai go lerhs.. den me & laogong went ps walk... den come out.. donno whr to go. called nikki kor. den see chalet wan go marhs. laogong dowan. den end up we 2 got quarrell abit. walk till parklane, ii really donno whr to go. den cry few times. den laogong sae go east coast lorhs. he long pang he bike ! weeeeets. so shuang. hehes. den returned lerhs. cos 1hr nia. they wan close. on way back, saw hannah & val ^^ . they chalet at east coast marhs. den ii sae not come for chalet. is come slack nors. hahas. den went back shop, nikki kor & jonathan were thr. hahas. den they ask me go. ii sae me & laogong no money. he sae he treat. den laogong sae dowan. so nbm nors. aft dhat we went mac eat. ii stomach pain =.= . went sit. ii go toilet, den laogong alone )x. but ii fast lorhs. den ii called nikki kor. sae ii go over find nors. so walk thr nors. take my time. hahas. ii kana alot injury sia ))x. den classmates all cycling. den nikki sacrifice his bike. den laogong long pang me agn > < . cycle like siao. den finally went back. kor gave us vodka. ii dhat day abit seh & tired. so root beer they osho got put vodka. ii add in to my halfcup. so equal full cup. den ii one mouth finish all. wahseh. ii mabok =.= . den do alot stupid thing LOLS. ii rmb keep asking laogong ride bike. den they bbq chaota, ii sae hse on fire LOL. den ii wan summore. ii go in ask gwen, ii bang into door. hahas. den gwen sae vodka upstairs. ii went up, laogong follo me.. den fren tel him sae ii drunk. den ii ask jim they all whr drink. they sae finish. den ii sae ii wan ii wan ii don care. den they sae ii drunk. den laogong drag me all th way down. alot force sia. den ii thot go out.. but he drag wo go toilet. ii dowan T_T. den he wash my face. he keep use alot force. veh pain. sobs. den done lerhs, we went out nor. den go walk. den got one othr couple got walk pass our chalet. den saw me drunk.. den whn walk pass, th girl keep look. heng ii nbr scold. hahaha. den we rest at one side. den sae go back chalet slp. den called nikki kor they all. den we climb over fence lorhs. cos entrance veh farrrrrrrrrr. den ii climb over dhat time, kana alot injury. hahas. laogong climb so easy. =.=. no fair. ii need donno how many ppl. muahahahas. hope ii not so heavy xD. den went in. rest awhile, den few hrs ltr, slept.. laogong nbr slp. whole time takecare me.. den he slp 20min onii. den 7plus woke up, den go home lerhs lorhs. so bad sia. ii like pangseh kor they all. hope they don mind. ii really bth sia. den reached home abt 8plus. ii slept till 5plus. laogong go prom nite. he dress dao so shuai sia. go out wib me nbr de ): . LOLS. sad sad sad case. hehes. ii do nth nors. sms laogong onii. hehes. den till nite lorhs. midnite slept agn. den todae woke up. nth to do. normal stuff at home. slack, eat, watch tv, use com. SiANS. ii miss laogong !!!!! > < . hope tmr got money. den can see him. hehes. todae daddy come home lerhs. sad case. but he going agn LOLS. yays yays. but so short time nia. ): . he ii tink comin home lerhs. ii now go pei laogong chat lerhs. iiLOVEYOU DARLiNG LAOGONG !

ALL iN ONE xD.

2006-11-26T19:17:00.000-08:00

HELLOS ! ii`m back in sg xD. actually back like 2days lerhs. haas. in korea do alot shopping.. alot walkingg. haas. damn tiring. keep waking up like SG time 5plus, 6plus. tired sia ! xD. first 3days suay. 2days is water got prob. so bathe veh hard. den third day is almost kana molested. den aft dhat okays lerhs. hahas. ii bought 1 shorts, 2 tights, 1 bag. xD. no shirt. all winter de. sians. den went back to sg. played prank on tour guide. xD. paste price tags on him LOLS. den went wait for plane lerhs. den in plane damn sians. heng got movie. den in front of me de azuma[auntie in korean] suddenlly jump up & screamed at one part. LOLS. everyone looking & laughing hees. den ii drank wine xD. but half nia. den mama take. dinner nbr eat. not nice derhs. but heng whn near got pizza. hahas. ii greedy sehs take one pizza one cracker. x: . den went back ii immediately called baby whn still in plane. hehes. den went home 3plus den slept. pei dar tok fone. den nxt day went eat lunch wib daddy. afternoon went home. den went met esty mei. go meet someone osho. den got some probs between me & dar. dowan sae bahs. den okay lerhs. cos ii ask him meet up nors. summore nbr slp. den evening went meet him. he come colmmenwealth fetch me seh. cos cck thr got one guy wan my num. but ii nbr giv :D. den ii scare he follow. so dar lai lorhs. ^^ . so sweet sia. even th guy nbr follow lerhs he still fetch. hehes. den met him lerhs, went buy movie tickets. den go eat dinner. ii sore throat. cant eat alot thing. but ii help dar finish his fries. xD. den movie damn scary. but dar sayang wo xD. den went plae pool. ii donno how plae. baby teach wo. den now abit abit knoe lerhs. hehes. den aft dhat, we took cab to my hse. x: . yeps. dar stayed overnite. LOLS. [PS. nbr do anythin hors ! don anyhow tink :P]. den put my bag at home. den went condo slacked awhile. den went home, use lappy. den ii use abit he use abit. till nth to plae lerhs. den ii off com. off light. watch tv & plae plae. den ii WONT giv ue details :D . abt 4plus near 5 slept. den morning ii woke up at 6plus ))x. cos my maid sms me sae my ahma saw dar shoes. so ii tink of a plan nors. den maid & ahma went out, ii woke dar up. esty came down & help osho xD. he so cute whn sleeping !! x: . sad nbr slp tok. if not ii can knoe his SECRETS. hahas. den he bathed, den my ahma all come back lerhs. den went bathe aft dhat. actually not immediately lorhs. tok to dar awhile. do somethings awhile den bathe. x: . den come out lerhs, ii put make up, dry hair.. den ok lerhs, went chinatown met medelist ^^. den ii donno they 2 go whr, ii jus follo lorhs. wasn`t feeling well. den went bunk aft dhat. they 2 played. ii jus watch. den medalist open event. den 4plus me & dar went ps see got movie mah, but in th end nbr watch. den really damn sians, went cineplex watch lorhs. happy feet !! veh cute nars ! xD. den aft movie, went to meet dar maple frens. all so much older sia. den they drank & smoke. dar drink dao he seh. last bit ii don let him. so ii jus take & drink all in one gulp lorhs. not bad lehs th taste ! LOLS. den dar call me hiong. den he went toilet, den they all go lerhs. dar came out, den we went near mrt there rest. went toilet, he went HANDiCAP TOiLET. den ii wait h come out den ii go in lorhs. kekes. den went back mrt there rest. aft awhile, went eat. den went home lerhs lorhs. now let esty mei use lerhs. ^^

TOMOLO MID BABY BACK!@!

2006-11-23T06:54:00.000-08:00

baobeiis muz be careful i dam worry abt u x(

2006-11-20T03:42:00.000-08:00

4th day-
im back again ^^, recieved msg by baby mother, haas so de happi,den after tt baby cor wo,say tt she "nearly" kanna
molest on the way walking through the path, so heng her mother there,how i wish i could be there, den i tink the
molester no head go home,dam worry abt her sia, same sentence again[iberi cold] lols,! i ending here le, daes pass too slow le bahs, baby i miss u muackss~

daes went so slow x( baobeiis i miss u

2006-11-19T07:02:00.000-08:00

3rd days-
hais,, dae went on so slow, x(, baby cor wo again, same sentense still veri cold, lols, she say alot of dog there,[she went to plae wif it]=/ , nortti sia she, throw snowball at her bro,^^ miss her sia, heng she todae got cor wo, so when she cor mii den i will update, faster come back x(

baobeis ~ second dae, a song by mii for u ^^

2006-11-18T08:26:00.000-08:00

2ndday-
haas, help baby update blog ^^, help her add song and [tis song is for her de] ^^, todae went ps saw esty and jojo bahs, so walk till half way, BABY cor mii, COOL man, im so happi, "she say she veri cold, can see snow! [i cant] , and she is FINE, im so de happi, haas, i ask her enjoy and takkire bahs^^ love her lots sia, summore i send msg to her cor her takkire^^[dunno she got received tt msg anot] ,~ anyway faster come back !!! MUACKSSSSSSS!!

baobeiis~pls come home fasterx(

2006-11-17T21:09:00.000-08:00

-1st dae cassy gone to korean x(, i help her post ^^, cos she told mii 2 do so =/
hees, ytd tok till halfway, she onboard plane, den tu ran, cannot tok le, den krupt tiao.
sad case, but she in the plane, i still cor her back =P , she bu de lahs!! sobsob
i tink her plane goin to start to fly le bahs x( , ermm, waiting for her cor, den can continue
post ^^

HAIIS

2006-11-17T02:52:00.000-08:00

morning woke up, esty mei came my hse. den we played audition xD. den she went netball ii tink. hahas. den laogong wok eup 1hr ltr. den called me & we chat :D. till my mum came nors. den ii need put down lorhs. now at mummy hse. waiting for her bathe finish, den my turn. hahas. cos we leaving hse at 9plus. den going airport =/ . meet relatives lorhs. den at 1am. sayonara to all ue guys ): . cos ii going korea lerhs. hope nth happen bahs. hais. ii so sad. ii will miss my frens, meis & especially my laogong T_T. ii bu she de leave him for 1weeks. sobs. veh long lehs ! hais. ii wan cry lerhs.

- JOJO & ESTY MEi -
mus takecare lehs. jojo ue going overseas osho hor. buy thing ok ! xD. esty ii will buy thin for ue all xD.

- OTHER FRENS -
yao bao zhong lehs xD. don notti ar...

- LAOGONG -
ii will sooooooooooooooo miss ue T_T. sobs. ii dowan go. hais. ue don run away hor. hehe. ii will buy thing for ue. :D. ii`ll try call ue to make sure ue okay de. hehes. ii love ue soo much nars. mus takecares okays. don sick. if not make me dan xin. sobs. MUUUUACKS. whn ii come back can ton wib ue lerhs ! ii tink x: .

SURVEY xD

2006-11-16T21:44:00.000-08:00

SECOND SURVEY (:

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
` ii LOVE my hair xD

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
` erms. ii nbr had bfore ?`

3. What word rhymes with "DOOR"?
` floor.

4. Favourite planet?
` earth larhs. zzz

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
` joshua didi

6. What is your favourite ringtone on your phone?
` no favourite lehs.

7. What kinda shirt you have on?
` ii wearing shorts =.=

8. Describe yourself in one phrase
` UGLY, FAT, USELESS. [laogong gonna kill me x:]

9. Name the brand of shoes you're wearing
` ii not wearing larhs. at home lehs.

10. Dark or bright room?
` bright. living room niahs.

11. What do you think about the person who took the survey before you?
` esther mei. CUTTTTTE !

12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
` against th wall derhs

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
` chatting with laogong

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
` from llaogong. don tel ue :P

15. Where is your letter box?
` er... downstairs ??

16. What's the word that you say a lot?
` WALAN EH ! @#$%^&*

17. Who told you that she/he loved you last?
` LAOGONG LARHS ! :D

18. Last furry thing that you touched?
` my doggies !

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
` LOLS. ECSTACY ! frm esther mei ! x:

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
` huh ? ii don need films to develop =.=

21. Favourite age that you've been so far?
` 14 (:

22. Your worst enemy?
` anyone whu hong my laogong

23. What is your current desktop picture?
` CROWNS (:

24. What was the last thing that you said to someone?
` to my laogong derhs. cannot share

25. If you had to choose between a million and to be able to fly?
` million. fly go whr siahs =.=

26. Do you like someone?
` nahs. ii love XiAN !

27. The last song you listened to?
` cassie - long way to go

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting a shot at, would you jump infront of the bullet?
` last person ii spoke to was llaogong. yeps. ii will & ii swear (:

29. If you could punch one person at the face, who would it be?
` ue punch me, ii punch ue ^^

30. What is the closest object nearest to your left foot?
` wall =.=

Next four person to carry on
YOU YOU YOU YOU. 4 lerhs hors !

EMOTIONAL SURVEY

*ANGRY EMOTIION*

1. what do you do when you're mad?
` SCREAM OUT LOUD. BANG THiNGS ))x

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you're mad?
` point a knife at my bro =/ . ii tink ii cut him abit bah.

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
`ii donno ? ii keep my feelings to myself (:

4. Ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
` yarhs. my bro. ))x

5. Do you curse when you're mad?
` yeps. alot summore. !@#$%^&*

*CRYIN` EMO*

1. Last time you cried your heart out?
` now.. ltr on at 1am too )):

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
` yarhs. but he wasn`t WORTH

3. Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
` nopes. ii only cry at home.

4. Do you cry when you get an injury?
` seldom =/

5. Do certain songs make you cry?
` yarhs. one of them is no promises

*PAIIN EMO*

1. whats the worst thing you've done to someone else?
` ii tink is hurting them cos they hurt whn ii hurt myself..

2. How depressed can you get?
` very lorhs. nxt time die osho can.

* =D HAPPY EMOTION *

1. how/when much do you smile?
` whn laogong makes me happy :D

2. what can make you happy?
` not what. is whu. my laogong ^^

3. Do you wish you were happier?
` sometimes. but as long as ii have him, happy lerhs.

4. what about being with your friends? does that make you happy?
` ARBOHS. we will go crazy xD.

*LORVE PART*

1. Have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
` yarhs. ii`ll exchange my life to save his ((:

2. Did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
` uh huh.. laogong nors ^^

3. Have you ever loved someone so much, that it made you cry?
` yeps. whenever ii get scolded by him.

*HATE SECTION*

1. have you ever hated anyone that broke your heart?
` ii HATE ALL whu brk not only mine, but MY FRENS heart.

2. Do you hate bush?
` wtf is bush ?` =.=

*Self esteem section*

1. do you have low self esteem?
` yarhs.

2. Do you believe in yourself?
` nope. never.

3. What do you say when people say they think you're good-looking/pretty?
` OMFG. eur taste @%&$^&* bad seh !

4. are you one of those idiots who think you'r ugly dumb fat?
` erms. ii AM UGLY DUMP FAT. but why ue call me idiot ?!

5. Ever wanted to kill yourself cus you thought you werent good enough?
` not yet though. almost but.. not at th moment..

NAME SIX PEOPLE TO DO THIS.
` SHE, HE, HiM, HER, THEM, THEY

LAST DAY MEET DAR ):

2006-11-15T19:25:00.000-08:00

heys. back agn. hahas. anws. ytd went to meet laogong. last day meeting larhs ): . sobs. cos ii`m so going korea tmr. hais. sad sad. den met normal time. he few min late :P . den go cineplex to eat ya kun. omg ii tried th egg. nbr try bfore > < . so yucks larhs.. ii hate wet & runny x: . hahas. den aft eat still go buy th xxl crispy chicken. laogong got BiG BiG APPETiTE. xD. ohyah. bought movie tickets bfore dhat xD. watch material girls agn. cos nth watch lerhs. xD. but nice larhs th show. so can watch 2 times. :D. den went to bunk there. see see nia. den go out agn. stayed outside awhile. den went back cineplex go sit & wait for movie nors. den eat chicken osho xD. den went movie lerhs. buly him inside abit x: . den aft dhat, went bunk played awhile. kei said he saw me. den ii saw him aft a LONG LONG time. xD. den finish plae lerhs, went 7eleven. den go ps jus walk arnd like lost ppl. lols. den abt 6 liddhat, went fort canning park x: . wahseh ! my leg pain larhs ! walk walk walk. den climb stairs. T_T. don give ue details of wat happened. x: . lalalas. den abt 9plus, lost our way. x: . cos went th other side. hahas. den no taxi wan stop. so we knoe our way lerhs, walk till mrt there lorhs. den went to top up bro de ez-link. den went home lerhs lorhs. but laogong send wo dao outram onii. nbm larhs (: . den went home. tok awhile. den ii slept. later going meet frens ! hahas. mass gathering. HANS SAiD DHAT ! xD. ltr ii`ll post about todae (: .

dun say

2006-11-14T11:10:00.000-08:00

YTD & TODAE !

2006-11-14T07:37:00.000-08:00

arlows ! going post 2 post todae. (: . hahas. ii tok bout ytd first larhs.

YTD

was me & laogong 1mnth. woke up like 9.15. went wash up everything nors. den bathe everything lerhs, ii called laogong wake up. den he sae he wake lerhs. awhile ltr. my here raining. den ii tel him.. he sae don care. cos ii sae 12.30 lerhs. so bobian ii walk under heavy rain. sobs. den blabla. mrt.. sians. den reached lerhs, laogong haben reach. so ii alone for veh long. hais. den he bluff me ! sae nbr bring my wallet. den in th end he bring. ii so paiseh larhs. xD. den went PS. go eat kfc. den went movie there. see got show anot. but all osho watch lerhs. haas. so went down couple lab. buy ring :P . took quite some time buy. den me & th sales girl jiejie keep suan laogong. x: . den finally bought ring :D . so nice larhs ^^ . den went bunk plae. awhile ltr, went walk & walk. den go cineplex. wan see got any other movie marhs. but dont hav. so jus go basement buy food eat. wahseh. so much chilli !! ii cant eat. T_T. drink osho finish lerhs. sobs. den laogong keep force me eat ): . but in th end he stop. he wanted buy cigerette. den ii don let him. jus buy drink lorhs. den go back ps. but no movie watch agn. so jus walk & walk. den bobian nors. go laogong class chalet. den went played pool. ii watch onii nors. den went home lerhs. laogong sent wo dao jurong east. sweet hor. he still need go back chalet. ))x. den went home, laogong keep cant tok. so ii bobians. jus slp nors.

TODAE

woke up at 1plus. saw esther mei de sms. ii immediately call her. she, jojo & zhengyu kor ! at vivo. den now den tel wo go. so ii sae okay lorhs. ii called aisyah. ask if she wan go marhs. den she sae okays. so bout 2plus. met her. den no need rush. cos they watching movie. material girls. nbr wait for us ))x . den me & aisyah walk & walk. wait veh long for them. so dhat we can eat. damn hungry larhs. zzz. den nth to do for like 45min ? zzz. den they FiNALLY came out. phews. went eat. wait for them osho bo use. they no eat. LOLS. eat finish lerhs, walk summore lorhs. den zhengyu go home lerhs, left me, esty, jojo & aisyah. GiRLS DAY ! xD. hahas. keep di siao esty mei. den we keep laughing. idiot larhs. all th boys keep look look. so pek chek. =.=. den jojo & esty were screaming for yandaos. xD. den pei esty mei walk. lost aisyah & jojo. den found. den lost agn. den found. xD. den went to i.s.o . esty bought one shirt. nice lehs (: . den met mummy. she gimme money. LOLS. aft dhat we all went sky pass. mummy helped us take foto. hehes. she called me CHAOAHLiAN ))x . ii SO not one larhs =.= . ii so good okays. kekes. den walk agn, me & aisyah go watch movie. watch material girls osho xD. quite nice lorhs ! so funny xD. den aft movie, go toilet. den go home nors (: . now on fone wib laogong. iloveyou baby ~

HAPPY ONE MNTH !

2006-11-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

!!!

BABY MUUUACKS ! we reached our 1mnth lerhs. kekes. ^^ . ii so love ue lahs !
ltr meeting ue. sure will be a most happy day ^^ . MiSS UE SO SO MUCH ! ii really nbr buy anythin much. not nice osho. hais. don tink ue will like it bahs. hais. so at most ii can do this for ue onii ): .
LOVES !

laogong here^^

2006-11-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

WENT OUT. ytd & todae.

2006-11-10T08:31:00.000-08:00

ELLOWS ELLOWS ! ii come post again nar.. xD. now veh sians. was FORCEDD to update by darling. xD. kkays bahs. post bout THURSDAY first.

THURSDAY

FCUK SiA. ii THiS POST TYPE SO LONG. KNS GiMME TiO DELETE. NABEiiS. ZZZ. darling so gonna kill me. x: . urghs. make it short larhs, hand pain. woke up early. like 11plus. saw darling msg. he nbr slp. den ii tel him slp he dowan. so notti larhs. den chatted wib him on msn. played audition. den ii eat everything, went bathe. bathe finish. raining like siao. like TSUNAMi liddhat. tmds. hahas. den called meis. sae ii going home abit later. so ii meet them later lorhs. den reached back cck, went jojo hse find them. plae, tok awhile. wan go lot1 eat long john. everyday eat sehs. den we went 71 slack awhile. black & josh osho came. den slack awhile. den went home. ii watch tv & eat. meis came my hse at like 9pm. den brought lexas out. den went condo. walk walk walk. wan see darling derhs. cos he in cck. ii miss him soso much.. den sent esty & lexas back home. den went pool side. jojo polish nails. den went her hse. stayed till 12plus. den went home. wash up & called darling. den slp nors. [psps. writing this wib attitude. veh pek chek]

FRiDAY

weeeeeeeets. went town wib DARLiNG, AiSYAH, JOJO & HANS ! jojo & hans met us quite late. so ii met aisyah at 11.30. den we went dhoby ghaut. go shopping thr buy stuff. for darlingg. but ii find not exp enuff. so sad larhs ): . den ii show aisyah pc bunk. hahas. den wan go ps thr lerhs, ii called darling. den he sae he reaching.. meet him at zone-x. den we go back in lorhs. saw him lerhs, went in zone-x see darling plae. den me & aisyah keep toking. hahas. den aft bout 2rnds, went ps eat. long john again ! LOLS. den eat till happy happy, keep joking. xD. den keep call jojo & hans. they sae on way on way. wait for them chao long sia =.= . den we went window shopping. while waiting for them nors. den darling don let wo go pet shop. ))x . anws, we walk & walk, aisyah & darling go outside smoke. ii in middle. he kapo my wallet okays ! ii cant buy anything ): . den went b2 walk agn. jojo call we all fetch them. zzz. so go lorhs. den went inside bunk. walk one big rnd. den go ps. den aisyah, jojo & hans went buy movie tickets. at first all watch FiNAL derhs. can pass der lorhs. den one idiot staff[woman]. come ask dhat guy check iC. wtf. den sua lorhs. they watch step up norhs. den me and darling went bunk. darling plae onii. ii tired anws. & ii suck at audition lerh larhs. wahseh. my kor so fast chiong. sure beat wo derh. hais hais. den plae awhile, went toilet thr. den go ps. walk & go into shops. look here look thr. hahas. but cant buy. no money xD. den went arcade. darling hook dao for me my NEMO TOY !!! SOOOOO CUTE.. kekes. love it nar !!! den keep walking.. go carpark. den go inside sit sit. quite sians larhs. den ii went buy takoyaki. bring in zone-x. tio caught for eating. but person walk away ii continue. hahas. den stay awhile. they all finish movie lerhs. den came zone-x find us lorhs. hahas. den they all ps me. go home ))x . but nbm larhs. hahas. ^^ . guys don tink too much bout it :D . aft dhat. we sae go watch movie lorhs. since nth to do. we went cineplex watch. FiNAL. hahas. MANAGED to get in :D . dhat person bth us nors. xD. watch lerhs. some parts quite gross. den abit scary... hahas. dowan sae lerhs. den go home lerhs nors. darling send wo dao clementi. if nort he sure no train if send dao cck. :D. ii sae ben papa !!!! hahas. so long no see him lerhs. heng he stay cck osho nors. if nort ii sure sian diaos. den tok alot craps. kekes. den reached home lerhs lorhs. & my wallet still at darling there ! omg.. no money T_T... ii go call darling liaos. ~ nites.

weee laogong here^^

2006-11-08T12:27:00.000-08:00

~forever evalasting^^~

-quarreling and past, is not goin to stop us goin through our road-

~Nothing iin the furture will bother US~

by xian ~

SURVEY. BOLiAO LAH xD.

2006-11-07T21:42:00.000-08:00

-1st SURVEY -

1. How old do you wish you are?
- ers. ii love my age ? can do anythin :D

2. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
- !@#$%^&* comes out frm my mouth. LOL

3. Do you count yourself kind?
- sometimes bahs. whn no pms. HAHAS

4. if you could be fluent in any other languages , what language wld it be?
- JAP JAP (:

5.Do you know your neighbours?
- arbohs. veh close summore okays !

6. do you follow your horoscope?
- huh ? ii don even read them =/

7.would you move for the person you loved?
- YEPS ! cos ii SO SO LOVE HiM TO BiTS & PiECES ^^

8.Do you believe that opposites attracts?
- ehs. toking bout wat ?` magnets ?` SPECiFY LEH !

9.Favourite channel?
- MTV ^^

10. Favourite place to go on weekends.
- TOWN (: . PS, PCBUNK... BLAHBLAHS

11.Showers or baths?
- got different mehs ?` bath is bathtub ar ?` den shower nor.

12. Do you paint your nails ?
- YAH YAH.!

13. Do you trust ppl easily?
- quite lahs. dhat why tio hurt de nor ))x

14. what are your phobias??
- P H O B i A S.... iNSECTS ! OMG ! T_T

15.Do you keep a handwritten journal?
- eh for school homework counted ?` 1 sentence nia.. xD

16.where would u rather be right now?
- iN MY LAOGONG`S ARMS.!!! :D

17.Who makes u feel warm n fuzzy?
- MY LAOGONG ~

18.Heavy or light sleeper?
- medium... ii cant float nor sink. xD

19. Are you paranoid??
- wtf is paranoid ?` ps ars. angmoh fail ders.

20. Are you impatient?
- eheh. so-so bah. why ?`

21. What's eur favourite pick up line?
- wahlan ehs ! !@#$%^&* . x:

22. What;s your main ring tone on your mobile?
- hms. F.I.R song.

23. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- CRYiNG. VEH UPSET, STRESS. T_T

24. what did the last text message on your cell phone sae?
- eh. LAOGONG send wo der. ue so kaypohs for ?!`

25. Most recent movie you watched?
- SiNKiNG OF JAPAN.

26. Name 3 things you have on you at all times
- HANDPHONE (:
- CLOTHES (:
- MAKE-UP (: . got more lehh..

27. What colour are your bed sheets
- MMUULLTTiiCCOOLLOOUURR !! xD

28. What is your fav part of a chicken
- WiNG WinG. actually all. cos yummy wat !!

29. ii cant wait till???
- ME & LAOGONG`S 1MNTH :D

30. How tall are you barefooted?
- ehs. 162cm ?` ii no sch lers. cannot take height. so now ii donno x:

31. Do you own a gun?
- er. TOY gun counted ?` WATER gun !!! SHOOOOOT PPL xD

32. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- WiNE (:

33. Where do you think you will be in ten years?
- HOPE STiLL WiB MY LAOGONG. if not. see newspaper. under "dead ppl" . ))x

34. Last thing you ate
- EGG TART

35. Does some one have a crush on you?
- ii donno. ii don ask lahs ! so wat if have. ii LOVE my LAOGONG ONLY !! ^^

36. What's your fav candy?
- LOLLiPOP !!

37. If you had 3 wishes , what wld they be?
- BE WiB LAOGONG FOREVER (: *
- ME, JOJOmei, ESTYmei ALL STAY SAME PLACE & JiEMEiS FOREVER (: *
- NO STRESS & HURT & DEPRESSED & LONELY. is dhat more den 3 ?` =/

38. Four random people to do this.
- LAOGONG (:
- JOJOmei (:
- JOSH (:
- HANS (:

- 2nd SURVEY -

1. single, taken or crushing?
- MARRiED (:

2. are you happy with your life right now?
- yes & no ? so-so bahs. quite upset at th moment =/

3. when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
- love takes time. yet ii LOVE my LAOGONG still (:

4. have you ever had your heart broken?
- ARBOHS !! ALOT ALOT ALOT TiME LAH KKAYS ! zzz

5. do you believe in circumstances where cheating is available?
- huh ?` wat ue toking. ii WONT cheat on a my LAOGONG.
- but ii CHEAT in EXAMS (:

6. would you take back that someone if he/she cheats on you?
- NO. NEVER. or mayb yes ?` after a VERY long time.

7. have you ever talk to someone about marriage before?
- nopes. ii`m young lahs. but ii wan MARRY my LAOGONG ^^

8. do you want children?
- er.. not now ?` my brother enuff irritating ler.

9. how many?
- if yes ar. 2 bahs.

10.would you ever consider adoption?
- yepyep (:

11. if someone likes you now, what is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
- lols ? NO WAY. cos ii GOT MY BAOBEii LAOGONG. ^^

12. do you enjoy getting into relationships?
- with LAOGONG only.

13. honestly, what is the furthest thing you and your ex did?
- ni huan lo !

14. do you believe in love at first sight?
- NO. they never last (:

15. are you romantic?
- how ii knoe ar ?`

16. do you believe that you can change someone?
- mayb. trying now. on HANS !

17. if you could marry someone, where would it be?
- see whr he wan ii osho wan. cos wib him can ler ^^

18. do you give in easily when fighting?
- NONONONO. cos ii fight wib my BRO only xD.

19. do you have feelings for someone right now?
- ii TELL UE HOW MANY TiMES LER !! ii LOVE MY LAOGONG ONLY LAH !!!

20. have you ever wished you could have someone but you messed it up?
- arbohs. but ii got him :P

21. have you ever broken a heart?
- ii tink so. my parents included.

22. if one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you're deeply in love with, what will you do?
- OMFG. if close to me, ii mayb scold only.
- BUT ii believe they wont. (:

23. are you missing someone right now?
- MY LAOGONG. hais. nbr contact.. ii`m so crying now.

24. name four lucky people to do this :
- LAOGONG
- JOJOmei
- HANS
- JOSH

- 3rd SURVEY -

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS

cry: ARBOHS. no nd 24hrs. 24/7. zzz

worn jeans: no. siao. stay home wear jeans =.=

met some one: my mum. ii see her almost everyday lah.

done laundry: NOPE. NEVER

went hungry: no. ii got eat

talked on phone: yarhs. wib LAOGONG (:

said i love you: YEPS. to LAOGONG (:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN.

yourself: nopes.

your friends: YEAPS !

tooth fairy: =.= . ii small kid ar ?`

destiny/fate: mayb lahs.

ghost: yarhs. seen bfore

UFO: no.

FRIENDS AND LIFE..

do you ever wished you had another name: YEAPS. CASSY ^^

do you like anyone: nopes. ii LOVE him ^^

which of your friends acts most like you: JOJOmei xD

when you cried the most who was there: LAOGONG; ESTYmei; JOJOmei; DELONG;

what's the best feeling in the world: being loved deep deep.

what's the worst feeling in the world: being hurted deep deep

what time is it now: 10.36pm

WHICH IS BETTER

chocolate or vanilla: C H O C O L A T E. YuMmYS ^^

coke or pepsi: got different mehs ?`

love or lust: LOVE LARHS !

Mac or KFC: MAC

single or group dates: SiNGLE & GRP

Adidas or Nike: both osho no buy. adidas bahs.

.Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton . [ ue sure ue all spell correct ?` ]

cappucino or coffee: C A P P U C i N O (:

Do You...

smoke: last time. stopped lerhs =/

curse: ehh. no.. =.=

take a shower: ARBOH ! EVERYDAY MUST DE MARHS !

have a crush: nope. ii`m in LOVE (:

think you've been in love: ii SAiD ii`M iN LOVE !! =.=

want to get married: YARHS !! 10yrs down th road =.=

believe in yourself: NO. thot ask lerhs. eh ue siao one har ?!

think you're a health freak: er... wat dhat. ii want LOSE weight.

In The Past Month

drank alchohol: no. ii tink. forget lurhs...

to the mall: arbohs

been on stage: NO. NOPE. NEVERRRRRRR...

eaten sushi: YARHS ! ii jus ate todae =.=

dumped: no...

gone skating: nahs.

dyed your hair: YARHS ! BROWN ! NOW RED ^^

Have YouEver

played a stripping game: eeews =.= . no..

changed who you were to fit in: erms. be YOURSELF larhs =.=

hoping to get married: PiANG EHS. ue want ask questions agn & agn har ?!

i love: LAOGONG; MEiS; HORNY GANG; :D

i feel: erms. happy ? sad ? angry ? normal ?

i hide: my fears.

i miss: LAOGONG; MEiS; HORNY GANG

i need: LAOGONG; MEiS; HORNY GANG. LEXAS & PRiNCE !!

SEVEN people you would like them to do-
First Come First Serve Larhs ! :D

LOVES (:

2006-11-07T10:20:00.000-08:00

weeeets. requested post from my darling (:
anws long time no post lerhs.
write abit bu hui si der bahs. xD.
yays ! 5more days till me and darling 1mnth ^^
9more days till ii go korea.. hais..
our 1mnth will be th last day we meet.
ii wanna spend every single second with him.
cherish every single second with him.
cos ii cant see him for 1weeks.
veh sad. so gonna miss him nors.
dowan anythin happen to him.
he promise wo wont run.. wo xiang xing ta :D
kekes. baby wo hao ai ni orhs. love ue to bits and pieces ^^
MUUUUACKKKKS*
LOVE YAR

sometimes ii really wonder.
am ii really worth to be with you.
do ii deserve all the love you gave me.
ii can`t treat you good. only trouble.
ii have no money. ii cant buy anything.
ii`m useless. ii cant do anything.
ii cant compare to someone. just someone.
tears are rolling down my face.
my heart is aching. and ii cant breathe.
ii want to face reality.
that ii can never be, your PERFECT GiRL;

FiNALLY OUT WiB DAR :D

2006-11-05T00:54:00.000-08:00

HELLOS ! (: . lols ii like veh high sehs. cos ii finally got to meet laogong ! aft like so so so so long. he working.. ii so miss him can. so long no hug him. miss his hugs, his kiss x:, his scolding. his EVERYTHiNG ! don tink dirty. *ahems. xD. met dar at 1plus ii tink. HE BLUFF ME !!! SAE HE REACH LERR !! ii GO THERE GONG GONG ALONE. hurmps* . den we went zone-x. see dar plae game nors. kekes. den went outside. dar smoke. den watch some performance. den walk to PS. went buy eh nono. redeem movie tickets. the grudge 2. den went walk and walk. den go eat long john. dar eat onii. den ii buy for him. kekes. ii went buy dhat time. saw JACQ and ALTHEA (: . my ex sch mates. kekes. ii tap them on shoulder. they so surprised see me. hahas. ii miss them so much. den ii turn arnd. ii saw JOEY MEi ! kekes. if ii not wrong, she dye hair osho. hahas. den jacq and althea ask why ii owaes at PS. sae ii everyday come ar. lols. den ii sae sort of. whn ii go out wib stead nor. den ii ask they wib whu. they sae yilin and hannah and joey mei nors. hahas. dowan tok about SOMEONE. den they ask ii wib whu. ii sae wib my dar nors. hahas. den they go their table. ii buy den go back own table nor. ii keep koping dar de fries. den eat finish le, ii sae buy to joey onii. cos she saw me onii. den me and dar went bunk plae nors. awhile nia. abt 1hr onii. den ii todae no form for chance. dar keep bully me. go plae 8k. ii cannot ): . or 3 rnds. till ii stop him. kekes. den went back PS. movie thr slack abit. den go toilet. den come out slack agn. den almost time le, we bought nachos combo. so long no eat seh. den go in movie ler lors. omgawd th show chao scary. ii jump so many time. at first dar keep bully me. den he knoe ii scaredd. he sayangs me abit nia. x: . aft movie. went outside de toilet den go meet dar frens. go bunk slack. saw some ppl. whn karen[horniiegurl] walk pass. dar call her name. she wave back. but she donno we whu. LOLS. till ii told her on msn onii. kekes. ii so mean hors. den go outside. they smoke agn. den go back in. wan di siao siao one girl. pls nor. miss liao mus han #$%^&*! !@#$%^ #%^& de arhs huhs ?!?! ii mean han can lahs. but not EVERYTiME WHN MiSS RiTE ?! zzz. siao zhar bor. den dar fren wan pretend take her number. den if she giv. he will sae she bhb whu wan take hers ar. lols. so mean. anw. den went parklane. at first wan kbox de. but waste. cos not singing. so went plae pool. ii cant even plae can. LOLS. no energy hit osho. den plae finish ler. ii help dar go in 2 x: . den went seperate ways ler. me and dar go cineplex buy food first. den went dhoby thr sit sit nors. don tel ue do wat. lalalas. aft dha went home le lors. dar sae fetch me all th way to clementi. ii thot my mum fetch me at thr. so ii sae no point. so he alight red hill. den ii call my mummy. she sae she not fetching wth. so ii call back dar. tel him ii alone walk home ler lor. den he tel me wait for him at commenwealth. he fetch me home. ii went in whn saw him nors. den dar even walk me home. even take lift wib me. ii so gan dong ^^. den went home le. ii eat, den call dar. he onii at redhill. going last train le. ii so dan xin he no train go home. hais. den tel him early knoe don tel him fetch me. hai him will no train. den dar sae he dowan anythin happen to me. ii wan cry whn hear le > < . den pei dar chat awhile, ii went wash up. den call back dar. but he sae call me back whn he home nors. hahas. ii stop here lers. go plae abit SiMS2PET den ii go slp ler. waitin dar eat finish den call. nites ppl ~ :D

BOREDDDD..........

2006-11-02T06:48:00.000-08:00

i`m boredd. did nth much these few days. that why no blog. by tinking todae post abit nors. if not my blog hao sians. hahas. darling went work. so cant go out. so owaes wib my mummy nors. shop and shop. bought new shorts, shirts and jeans. jeans for korea de nors. went different places.. vivo city, centrepoint, city link, raffles, marina. blablabla... ii veh sians lahs. happy yet sad. donno why. LOLS. ii`m going so crazy ?` zzz. ii so miss my darling. only on our 1mnth, den can meet him. ii so touched by reason he workedd. first time a guy treat wo so seriously. ii really dowan lose my darling. ii really love him. (: . ii`m writing this wib a broken heart ?` and ii donno whys.. if ii`m wasting eur time.. den ii really donno wat to do. ii told ue reason why ii`m replying so late. ue don understand. arghs. take it as my fault. ii dowan us quarrell.

BABY, DUi BU Qi.

TOWN WiB DAR, MEi, BERNARD

2006-10-28T21:12:00.000-07:00

weets. back agn. kekes. ytd went town wib jojo mei, dar & bernard. hahas. ii went mei house at 11plus. kns she still sleeping. LOLS. so ii woke her up. she took like 10min lahs. den she bathe and put make up all these. heng about 30min onii. cos need rush. hahas. den went town. tok bus. den got this idiot uncle. go elbow my mei. den sae wat can put down her leg. wtf. his bus ar ?` den i purposely on music chao loud. make him and wife dulan. den they osho alight near town there. den we alight in dhoby ghaut. go zone-x, ii saw school mates. joey, jacq, melanie & yilin. ass sia. someone like see me not happy hors ?! zzz. nbm. go find dar & bernard. they donno laughing wat sia. so funny nbr share lors. aft dhat went out. they smoke, den me and mei go back zone-x lors. saw joey plae para. dar they all come in osho. they go plae their game. we watch nors. go ps eat, buy movie tickets. watch dead or alive. quite okay lah th show. quite okok bahs. hahas. bfore dhat got abit not happy nor. dowan sae :D. but okay aft awhile lers. aft dhat, sent mei go bus stop. den we go parklane. walk here and there. walk go this place near mrt osho. tok tok, plae plae, do things. x: . hahas. aft dhat go home nors. quite early bahs. den ii went home. ii changed, me and maid go bring doggy out. she go buy mac for me. slack till 11.30 liddhat. den go home, washed up, dar call me. tok awhile. ii veh tired so go slp nors. sorry ii ps ue. ))x . ii go in audi lers. cyas ~

ANYHOW TYPE xD

2006-10-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

ytd did nth much nors. my frens came over, ii woke up at 2plus okays ! hahas. i`m a pig. den jus woke up, recive msg frm baby. dowan tok bout it. made me sad. but okay lers. is jus he dowan bad thing happen between me and mei cos of him. hahas. anws. den ii washed up everything, see frens plae com lors. den ii on tv. ask my maid buy long john. nbr get sick of it ((x. den continue watch tv and slack. quite boring nors. afew times my mood bad. but nbr did or sae anythin. den ii keep hitting haikals cap. didn`t see him for so long lers. xD. den ii used laptop awhile. blahs. did nth much. baby asked me update. so update nors. kekes. tel ue nth write lers. > < . ii go tok to dar ler. den go slp. 12plus lers. xD.

if the moon has eyes, they would see,
how beautiful you`ve made my night be.
if you ask how much ii love you,
it would be bigger than the ocean,
more than how much air you breathe,
more than anyone could ever give,
more than the stars in the skies,
& more than what love could really mean.
LAOGONG, WO ZHEN DE HAO Ai Ni (:

DARDAR SO SWEET !!!!!!! ^^

2006-10-24T10:59:00.000-07:00

weeeeeets. ytd. woke up like 9.30. den ii go wask up everything. me, bro and daddy eat breakfast. hahas. den bro and daddy keep playing. den ii go bathe aft eat nors. den ii done everythin le, ii called laogong to wake up. going meet him :D. den he sms me awhile ltr. sae he going off le. so ii move off nors. den reached dhoby ghaut, ii went wrong exit. x:. lalalas. den ii saw ALCiNDA at traffic light thr. hahas. she wib 3guys nehs. xD. den met dar. went to bunk. ji tao alot ppl =.= . kaos. whole place flooded nehs. went to mac. dar wan eat. ii pei him nors. aft dhaht met his frens. dowan elaborate wat suppose to happen. nbr happen though. ii was angry dhat short period. but okays ler. cos nbr do anythin (: . went zone-x slack alot thr, see dar plae game, see his frens plae game. den went to cineplex. they wan watch movie. ii paid for dar. cos he no money. den frens summore wan watch. so ii pay. den dar osho owaes zi dong pay for me. ii osho wan pay :D. den watch the guardian. omg damn sad story lahs. nice and funny osho. during movie alot funny things th 3 of them doing. dar and dar frens. act gay nia. xD. aft movie. ge zhou ge lu ler nors. me and dar go ESPLANADE. he bring me go ^^. so rou ma can. first time stead so sweet to me. ii damn gan dong nar. wan cry lers. but in happy way. walk and walk. tok alot. bully each othr. den sit down tok nor. and do PERSONAL stuff. took pictures too ! see in frensta ! xD. and got one pic ii put in my blog lers. kekes. x: . ii love dhat pic can. lalalas. dar. thks for bringing me out ytd. ii wont forget dhat day de. ue so sweet nars ! ii love ue so much can. kekes. ii`m not gonna let ue pinch my cheeks still :P. MAKE-UP ! hehes. thks for making my day & nite great. iloveyou* *MUUUACKS* xD

LALALAS. HORNYS.

2006-10-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

LALALAS. ytd nbr do anythin much. normal lors, plae com, eat, tok fone, slack arnd wib frens. ohyah. met herrsong dabendan !! kekes. so long no see him nars. hahas. misses. den me, jojo and esty met him. my neighbour jerrel bdae ytd. his frens all go his hse. MATHiLDA osho went. th SG idol de. xD. she peeped into my hse. den smiled at us. we jus smile back lors. hahas. den continue plae game. den abot 15min le, we went condo di siao siao lor. alot boys at bball court. all look at me and meis. eeews. den dabendan rode esty on bike. den ii osho jojo. den jojo and esty ride. haben move off fall down ler. LOLS. den stay till 11plus lors. bfore dhat got bring LEXAS out walk walk. hahas. den go home nor. den laogong call me. tok to me. agn he knoe ii tired. bluff me nor. hahas.

and todae. woke up 1plus. help bro plae audi abit nia. den bo form, ii off lor. go eat lunch nors. den went change everythin, den went slack wib jojo, josh and black. hav alot alot fun. esty came late. den went early. LOLS. den brought my doggy LEXAS out. den bring him go park. den got hard time getting him out and in. lols. den bring back 71 nors. den saw josh and black`s doggy. LUCKY ! so cute lahs ! one big furball. hahas. veh chubby nar.. eye big big. den jaker brought him down. den went excersise thr. play ball. lucky is horny lah ! wan pia lexas. lols. den went home nors. was on fone wib baby whole dae. love him so much can. don steal hor ue all ! he`s mine ! :D

PEi BABY ~

2006-10-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

HELLO HELLO ! xD. ytd esty mei at 9am woke me up. actually alarm clock ring ii dowan wake up. LOLS. den ii let esty in lors. den she play audition. and tok to me lors. abt 10.30 ii go bathe. com out le she still here. but went off awhile ltr lors. den ii put make up all these, ii call laogong. he wake up ler. he ask me meet him audition nors. so ii go awhile. plae abit nia. den ii go get rdy go out meet laogong. pei him go interview. so met at outram station, he made me wait 10mins lahs ! ii so leg pain lehs. stand all th way. den he come ler, ii beat and pinch him. he so mean can. comfirm is gu yi de lors. dhat time cos ii let him wait. but cannot pinch dao. he keep holding me down. sad lah. he so strong. ): . den train lai le, we take till habour front lor. den went coffee shop thr. laogong wan buy lighter. stupid nar. smoke summore smoke. hahas. aft dhat he smoke, we wait for his frens. kai and th othr ii forget name. xD. go down take bus. take till donno whr. like we lost way. lols. walk till one building. den another. den go ask arnd. walk and walk and walk. den ii forget wat happen le =/ . hahas. aft dhat we went vivo city eat. laogong anyhow sae he knoe th way. we anyhow walk lors. walk till found long john. but went arnd see got othrs mah. found carl`s jnr. but dowan eat. so went back long john. hahas. aft eat ler. went out. they smoke. ii enjoy senery. LOLS. smoke wan le, den go in lor. walk to mrt thr. den we take till dhoby ghaut. go PCBunk plae. at first open 2com. kai and laogong plae onii. den awhile ltr ii go open one. hahas. den we plae. me and laogong plae couple. den 12hearts. ii wan try more. xD. plae awhile, go outside they smoke agn. den go back in go zone-x lors. watch kai plae. den ii saw lex kor. hahas. actually he saw me first. den he call my name. ii stunned sia. awhile ltr. at 7plus. laogong go meet dreamygalxx. he drag me along. donno whu is she de. call her den ii saw her see fone. ii tell laogong lors. so spotted her. den chatted awhile. wahseh. ppl call ue shuai leh dar. xD. den went buy takoyaki. laogong and kai eat. den kai go home aft smoke agn. left me and my baby. he bring me go donno which park. small. but nice. xD. den we tok, bully each othr & do own personal stuff. wahahahas. den abot 10plus. ii go home ler lors. baby send me till outram. den ii called black. sae fetch me at cck control station whn ii reach. whn at cck ler, met black and josh. they pei wo go 7eleven. but nth buy. den go pasamalam lors. lucky still got food sia. den ii treat them osho. cos they fetch wo. both come my hse lor. my bro still awake. neighbour osho at my hse. den awhile ltr they go home lors. den laogong pei wo chat fone. chat till 2plus. ii tired ler. den he bluff me. so ii can go sleep. he sae he go slp. but good nar. he guan xing wo. xD. hahas. dhat all bah. anything happen todae ii post tmr lors. cyas (:

OUT WiB DAR ~

2006-10-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

HEYS ! here to blog. hahas. arghs. my internet is down. ii`m so so so pissed off lahs. anws. went town wib laogong ytd ^^. me and him onii. wahahahas. den met him at PS at 12plus. he waited 10min okays ! LOLS. ii`m so mean. den we went to donno whr. go book tickets to SiLK. lols. omg th show chao scary lors ! den laogong keep force me walk. den we went eat eat. den laogong force me eat. but he so take care me lors ! hehes. den went back PS and walk. den go arcade. saw his frens. den tok tok awhile nia. den he go plae wib them game. ii watch lors ^^. den we go differ way ler. we keep walking like ppl no whr to go liddhat lols. den we abt 5plus went back th place wait till movie start lors. ii keep force him sae sorry cos he bully me okay !!! xD. den movie start. kns th air-con sibei cold can ?! ii freezing nia. lucky dar bao wo. if not ii really die. wahahas. den show ended ler. ii go toilet. daddy and mummy called me. ii stun tio. lols. den went PS agn. meet his fren. go parklane thr plae pool. hahas. den few round nia. den we go mac eat. den tok alot crap. den slack awhile. den go home lor. they sent me till my home thr. happy nia. den ii tio fever. sians. den slept early. hahas.

den todae, black and josh came my hse. right timing sehs. ii jus woke up summore. den we try plae lappy osho cant. cannot connect to th internet . sobs. den watch movie lors. tokyo drift and scary movie 4. lame lah scary movie. lols. too many *ahems* . xD. den esther was wib us osho. daddy came home early. bought food. den black go home first. so me, esty and josh eat lors. den show finish ler, they went home. ii home sian and sms laogong nors. ii so miss him ^^. tmr pei him go habour front thr. kekes. ii love my laogong lots lots. *MUUUACKS*

HORNY GANG LAST GATHERiNG ?

2006-10-16T05:50:00.000-07:00

started of wib a TiRED but FUN day. hahas. 10plus, black and josh came my hse. den they wan plae com. but ii made them wait 10mins. cos ii go wash up all these first. den let them in lor. black came first. josh went home take thing. den came down my hse nor. den ii using lappy. black using com. den josh on my bed nors. jus lie thr. watching us plae. den esty sms. sae aft her sch end, she coming over osho. so ii sms-ed jo. ii told her aft sch end come over lor. den jo sae she got dance. so nbm lor. aft dhat bahs. den we played and tok crap. den 2plus liddhat, esty lai lo. she come whole place upside down. but fun way lahs ! xD. den we like siao ppl. tok alot crap nors. den 3.30, esty went home nors. den she came down at 5pm liddhat. den got fone call to black. some jurong hq thing looking for josh. hais. den we all stun whn hear th news lo. den esty and josh went to fetch haikal. den came back my hse thru kitchen. haha. lexas inside. jo came aft esty went. she rushed to my home lehs. cos of josh thingy..

JOSH, TH HORNY GANG WiLL SURE MiSS UE FOR TH WHOLE 6 MONTHS ! iF CAN WE WiLL ViSiT UE OKAY ! DON WORRY TOO MUCH ABOUT ME, ESTY & JOJO. WE`RE FINE DE ! BLACK WiLL TAKE CARES OF US. UE MUS TAKE CARE OKAYS ! WiLL BE MiSSiNG UE LiKE SiAO. MiSS TH TiMES WE HAD TOGETHER ! UE BETTER COME OUT ! LET ESTY AND JOJO BULLY UE MORE ! :D .

THOSE UE PAOTOU JOSH PLS LOR. GROW UP CAN ?! STiLL CALL EURSELF BROTHER. KNS WAT KiND BROTHER SEHS UE ALL ?! BROTHER FOR SAi ARS ?! UE ALL ONii GOT TROUBLE DEN RUN. NEED THiNG DEN STAY TOGETHER. PLS LAH HOR ! iF UE ALL BROTHER, NEED PAOTOU DE MEHS ?! NOT STiCK TOGETHER ?! HATE UE LAHS ! ZZZZZZZZZ. !@#$%^&*() !!

ii SO SO SO SO MiSS my laogong lors ! tmr go gai gai wib him. hehes. got abit prob jus now. small thing. okay lers. he nbr angry. kekes. xie xie laogong understand wo ! ^^ . hao ai ni orhs.. *MUUUUACKS* and YES, ii`ll give ue wat ii owe ue. *winks*

OUT WiB DAR AND MEi !

2006-10-15T08:48:00.000-07:00

weeeets. ytd went out to PS wib laogong, jojo mei & esty mei ! kekes. woke up late. cos my daddy nbr wake me up at 9am whn he suppose to. den in th end woke up at 10am. kekes. so rush rush. esty mei miss call me 6 times sia ! kns. den ii called her back. she came my house few min ltr lo. den she plae audition awhile. den ii bathe. dry hair. den putting make up dhat time she osho come put. but she like bth. so my maid help her. nice sia ! xD. den ii put simple de lors. den jojo mei came aft dhat. den we went out. in bus le, ii called laogong. to wake him up. den he woke up le. ii tld him to bathe all these first lor. den whn we reaching. den call him. reached doubhy ghaut le, den laogong aft eat den come le lo. so me & meis. went bunk sit awhile. den see see nia. den go PS buy tickets to movie lo. watch DEATH NOTE. den went LJS eat. jojo and esty mei eat onii. ii nbr. kekes. walk abit. den we went zone-x sit sit. watch ppl plae para. th girls dance so-so bahs. boys dance onii one quite nice. th othr 2 like zombie =.=. so jojo mei sae wan plae. top up card we plae plae lor. kns she dance like clubber seh. bobians. dancer. LOLS. den ii plae half rnd for 2nd time. den laogong called me. sae he reach le. and ii meet him outside 7-eleven lors. den sit beside him. tok abit. he dowan go zone-x. den he kope my fone ): . ii wan take back osho cannot. anw. meis came out ler. esty mei need go home. so we send her to mrt thr lo. den we go LJS eat. actually is laogong wan eat. den esty mei lah ! complain to him ii no eat. ): . den laogong go buy for me. so gan dong lah xD. eat ler, go walk and walk and walk. den go toilet. den go movie ler lor. wahh jojo mei and laogong keep plae fighting. sians. ii owaes between. xD. walan DEATH NOTE sibei nice can ?! hahas. th guy soooooooo SHUAi !! but ii onii LOVE my LAOGONG nars. :D. during movie. laogong niao ji. den ii don pei him go. so he no go. lalalas. xD. sorry lah baby. nxt time ii follo nar.. aft movie. go out. he smoke. den josh called jojo mei. this part ii dowan elaborate. anw. we don hold grudges (: . forever okay de. LOLS. den jojo mei go find josh they all. so she went home. left me and laogong alone nor. went behind mrt thr. he sit ii lean on him lo. ii sad den he sayangs and bao me. so sweet nars... kekes. miss those hugs nar !! xD. den he even send me halfway home sia ! till queensway. cos he stay hougang. ii dowan him send all th way. x: . ii so gan dong nar.. den went home. black met me and mrt. cos got bangalahs. scary seh. den he follo me home lo. reach condo, met josh and haikal. so all 3 came my house lo. use com & lappy. and watch tv. maid help wo buy mac. they left le, den my maid came back. kekes. ii so miss laogong. tuesday can see him agn ^^.

den TODAE. woke up 2plus. sms HORNY GANG dhat ltr hang out. den all set le. but cannot come my house. dad home. and relatives here. kekes. den went jojo hse plae plae. den went walk in condo. den slack at bench thr. so funny can. hahas. josh and black kope some donno wat thing can explode de. explode one in corridoor, one in pathway along road. one in pasamalam. LOLS. den everyone look we zhao xD. OHYAH ! BLACKK WAS HiGH !! he so seh seh lor. hahas. and went home, use lappy. met laogong online in audition. OMG. he so sweet lahs !! he go use his 500cash go annouce he love wo alot alot. wahhs. ii so gan dong. cos my mood was down. kekes. den ii annouce back sae ii love him alot alot too. ^^ . hehes. ok bahs. ii call laogong ler. den go slp. kekes. NiTES. ~

FRENS! BABY,WODANXiNNi.

2006-10-12T11:11:00.000-07:00

STORY STARTED ON 1310o6 ` 1.49am (:

LAOGONG ! wo hao xiang ni ! T_T. ii everytime worry bout ue. ii veh scare something will happen to ue. cos ue so fierce. x: . den ii scare ue get into trouble. ii scare ue kana beat. ii really dowan it happen to ue. ii dowan ue injured lers. wo zhen de hao hai pa. and ue stay so far. cannot owaes meet ue. ii so love ue still xD. yesyes. ii promise ii good girl. no do wrong thing. xD. ue osho hor ! kekes.

anws. went back cck. aft this social worker thingy. kekes. den ii at house outside, lift suddenlly open. ii saw ESTY MEi ! ii shouted her name. she look up. den we jumped ! den hugged each othr ! ii so miss her ! promise ue all ii come back todae lers. lols. den my mother was behind. esther hugged her too. LOLS. den ii touched up make up. went pool-side met ESTY MEi, JOJO MEi, SHERMAiAH[BLACK], JOSHiAH[JOSH] & HAiKAL! JAKERMAiAH was thr too. LOLS. he look so cute xD. at least he SMiLED at me. p6 boy nia ! hahas. den we tok alot crap. ESTY and SHERMAiAH were so horny lahs ! keep making us laugh like SiAOZHARBORS liddhat. yeps; saying th guys too xD. den we jus slack. OMG ALMERiC SO DAO CAN ?! cb got stead forget fren ler ?! wtf he tink he is. kns. pui ars. heard stead osho face xialan. kua my meis summore hors ?! pcb. ue kua summore ii come slap ue. zzz. anw. back to happy thing. den continue making jokes. abt 6pm. ESTY went home first. den left ME, JOJO, BLACK, JOSH, HAiKAL. jaker went home too. den we slack till bout 7.30. started to drizzle. den we call ESTY faster come down. cos we go PASAMALAM. it`s BACK !! LOLS. den we go plae th ride. BLACK need to beg him SOSOSOSOSO LONG can. den JOSH one ask onii sae okay. summore ME, JOSH and BLACK jus ate. so got risk. den set meteorite. go round and round de. use gravity de. cant even move lors. leg and hand onii lols. den finish ler. ii bth. almost vomit. till now veh giddy. den went back condo slack till 10plus. ii not feeling well. so go home ler lors. den wash up. scaremy daddy awhile xD. HE CANNOT FiND ME COS ii HiDiNG GOOD OKAYS ! xD. den now use com lors. and me and xian finally together. ii hope this will last. ii dowan another short term relationship. hais. ii wan be wib him long long. will my wish com true ?` LOVE XiAN ^^ . nites ppl ~

iLOVEYOUNAR!

2006-10-11T09:46:00.000-07:00

XiAN, ii MiSS ue, ii LOVE ue, ii THiNK about ue every second. wo xiang gen ni zai yi qi. wo zhen de hao ai ni

ii LOVE XiAN ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT !!

MANY MANY *WARMHUGSSWEETKiSSES*

SADNESS;

2006-10-10T12:44:00.000-07:00

back again. nothing much happened. audition was down. th new clothes okok onii bah. whole thing was messy. got used to it lers. hahas. den mummy bought PPC for me xD. 2 summore. so happy nars. can buy stuff. xD. nth post todae lehs. sians. hahas. :P

CASSY, WAKE UP LAHS KKAYS ?! hais. no matter how much ue like him, he will nbr like ue der. really. it happens ALL THE TiME. he may not treat ue differ. but he may not like ue as well. don tink he does anw. hais. ii really wanna wake up. everytime ii like someone. sure he wont like wo de. ii so sad lahs. hais. everyone sae gan qing ke yi man man pei yang de. but to me, it nbr happens de. hais. why ii need go thru this. esther and jo mei so lucky. everyone so lucky. all they like sure will like them back. but me ?! ii hopeless. hais. ii really nothing to sae. ii jus wan to break down so badly. he makes me happy, laugh, care for me, pei me. yet he doesn`t like me. shud ii jus give up being straight ?` wld girls hurt less den guys ?` ii really confused. T_T.

TOWN; !

2006-10-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

weeeeees ! back again. xD. went town wib jo meimei. meeting xian dar de. den he haben come. so ii call ahbing. ask if he at bunk. he sae ben they all at bunk ler. den sae he coming ltr. ii sae ok lor. den ii called ben. ii ask him he at bunk arh. den he sae "UE COMiNG ARHS ?! OKOK !" LOLS. den ii went zone-x find him first. den met him and BW. den he show us whr toilet. den he and BW go bunk. me and mei aft play finish game, go bunk find them. den we sit and tok tok tok. den ii ask ben let me use and plae. he reply chao fast. sae dowan. so mean nor. den awhile ltr ahbing and tutu lai lers. den they watch awhile. ben ask them sae go smoke. den he let me plae :P. so ii train my audi acct awhile. den ii call dar. he sae he inside bunk ler. but ii don see him. den he sae he saw me ler. ii keep looking everywhr osho cannot. den ii turn my left den see someone toking fone. denii sae okay den put down. he and frens den sit behind me. den ii playing game cannot concentrate. so paiseh lurh. but ii still did 164 fm xD. played wib scarletx. den aft awhile. we sae go ler. so ii call ben tell me ii going ler. den ben sae pass him th card at ps pizza hut. dar they all go long john first. aft pass ler, me and jo mei go find them lo. no space onii beside them got. but mus sit othr table. wib fat man. x:. so me and jo mei go buy food sit othr table. dar sae ii dao him sia. x:. lalalas. den go walk walk. they ask we wan watch movie mah. watch world trade centre. ii sae okay lor. so we go bunk again since still got time. ii called kuroshi kor. ask whn he coming bunk. he sae on th way ler. reach bout 5.30. he wib shuling and tomyumbun. me and mei walk arnd lo. go ben and bw thr. den go ahbing and tutu thr. den walk everywhr. finally went back sit at sofa thr. dar go plae com. awhile ltr, kuroshi kor reach ler. sae hi den he donno die die walk whr. xD. so me and mei go dar table thr. see see. den ii tink shuling walk pass. donno her or not. hahas. aft dhat. we go watch movie ler lor. th show quite touching. oso veh funny xD. den dar and kelvin[if ii not wrong x:] ask we all wan go boonkeng plae yan huo mah. omg we wan lor ! but sad cannot. hais. mei need go home. sobs. aft movie end ler, we go toilet. den go first floor thr. den they donno tok wat. den go 7eleven thr. they smoke. we tok awhile. actually quite long. den dar ps his fren. to ask we all wan go whr. ii keep telling him nbm de. he jus go wib them. den he dowan. so ii grab his hand den drag him in. x:. haas ! den he go burger king, me and mei go pasta mania. ii saw tracy jiejie ! den she sae wah go out bo jio her ! ii sae she oso. x: . wahahahahas. den tok awhile, we go eat. den go home ler lor. kekes. haze them bad. like in genting =.=. unhealthy way though. went home plae audi awhile, den ii slept. xD. kkays bah. ii go audi lers. kekes. bbyes ^^

CHiONG MOViE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

hellos ! xD just came back from great world city. nothing much walk there lors. hahas. then ii went with my mummy. start from top. ii woke up like 1plus. cos mummy nbr wake me up. then ii slack abit. my doggy go disturb me. so ii sayangs him abit. kekes. then ii slack abit in bed x: . then ii on hp. recieved jo mei msg. and xla0xlan dar msg. telling me he finish 1st paper 2 more to go. ii jiayous him. then tell him ii just woke up. then he scold me. x: . sae "still say need wake up early ! ii finish ler lah" . wahahahas ! x: . but heng is funny funny de scold. xD. then ytd nite. got some probs between us. then see him kana say by ppl. ii cry. cos ii emo. don anyhow tink hor ! x: . then ii talk to him awhile. he tell me truth. then okay ler lors. still together xD. kekes. okay enough bout ytd. then went great world. ii and mummy went walk walk walk. buy movie tickets. watching JOHN TUCKER MUST DiE. all buy house things de lors. then ii wan buy th ipod. she sae ask my daddy first. so ii dowan. then walk summore. then go eat early dinner. after dhat we go in movie. nice sia th show. then end at 9pm. ii still dowan go home. so tell my mummy ii wan watch another show. so in th end. we chiong 2 movies. xD. watch STAY ALiVE. scary nia th show. ue die in th game, ue die for real.. LOLs. anyway. aft dhat we take cab home. now ii so dead tiredd. kekes. turning in soon. hehes. nites ~

KAiXiN (:

2006-10-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

weeees. ii got back my asiasoft account ! hahas. they sae if use dad ic mus put his name. wahahahas. ii now can play my audition account lers ! yay yay yay ! kekes. today did nothing much lors. hahas. woke up bout 6am. then wash up everything go mama house. moved off at 7plus. then ii in car tell daddy where is PCBunk lors. then tell him what to say and do. kekes. reached my mama house, ii walking like one morning zombie sia. so tired lors. cos pei xla0xlan dar tok phone. wahs he wake up 12plus den call me sia. ii so gan dong. x: . slp till so long. like pig liddhat. but he say he human not pig. he shoot me T_T. he owaes bully me der ! he so mean. so bad. but still. <3 him nar. x: . hahas. then ii at mama house slp. slp till 12pm plus liddhat. my daddy call me and my mummy. keep asking for directions on how to go PCBunk. LOLs. stupid de. x: . finally he went there. then done ler he call me lors. then ii watch Fast&Furious Tokyo Drift. so nice worhs. kekes. then ii now bathe everything ler lors. waiting for dar reply me. and ii wan play audition lers. xD. kekes. kk bahs. ii off lers. nites ^^. bbyes ~

HAPPY & SAD

2006-10-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

todae. quite a troubled and busy day. hahas. woke up at like 9plus cos going to cemetry bai my ahgong. den arnd 10plus ii reached there. there are happy and sad things which happened. happy first nors. me and cousins[ one BiG GRP ] . sat th lorry whn going to my cousin house. then we play at the lorry there. laugh till like mad people lers. hahas. lucky only my hair not messy. x: . then we reached my cousin house. nothing much to do. so ii ate first. then played with hamsters. omg the baby hamster so cute !!! > < . then my dad came with my maid and my baby doggy lexas ! kekes. so after a few hours later. me and my maid with my bro and 2 other cousins brought my dog down. the 3 of them went buy somethin. my maid bring dog walk. me, omg, PLAYiNG HiDE AND SEEK with 3 YANDAOS at YiSHUN xD. so fun lahs. he cycle infront of me block my way. don let me walk. ii 2hrs so paiseh lors ! > < . but the most happy part is when my dar xla0xlan says he will teng me alot alot ! kekes. then now. sad part. argh. my asiasoft get suspended can ?! my audition main acc cant use lahs ! ii so sad lahs can ! summore need go down PCBunk activate. ii use my dad ic summore. so he decided to go down for me. LOLS. lucky ? donno lehs. xD. anws. need wake up early agn tmr. kekes. nites ~

CASSY

2006-09-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

heys (: . another blog coming right up. hahas. never really do anything much. ohyah. on wednesday. went bugis. WHO SAW ME ! TELL ME ! xD . actually finding 3 guys ii met at bugis street 2nd floor. near the stairs and shoe shop. x: . lalalas. ii went with my mother. bought SKiRT ! omg is chao expensive lahs. $32. den but shirt. donno how much it is. mum never tell me. then shoes. about $25. yeps. quite exp lors. but nice bahs. kekes. then mum and ii went back bugis there. we walk around abit. then ii was tired. so we took a cab back home. go home ler. ii remember got my show. MR FiGHTiNG. kekes. then watch. so nice lors. ((x . then ii wash up everything. mum go buy food. then ii play with my doggy awhile. then play audition lors. meet frens. chiong. FiNALLY ii`M LVL 14 ! then slept late. tio slap by mum. thurday did nothing much. usual, chiong audition. hahas. then ytd. woke up earlier. go bathe put make up everything, me and mum go parkway there. buy things for ahma[ mum side ]. den walk around abit. no yandao to see de sia. then about 5plus went ahma house lors. then mummy bought dvd mahs. scary movie 4. then we watch lors. ii watch before ler. so not as nice xD. then show ended. about 8plus we went back home. ii wash up and faster chiong game again. xD. and finally ii got an audi bf. kekes. ii <3 my xlaOxlan nars. xD. but he fierce to me ): . owaes bully me. but in the end sayangs me. hahas. now waiting for him to bathe finish. donno why so long. fainted already bahs. x: . joking. kekes. anyways. ii end here ler bahs. bbyes ^^

SiANS DAO ~

2006-09-24T05:14:00.000-07:00

sians sians sians. hais. never do anything much lehs. ii wan go dye hair lors !! my mummy say waste money. sobs. she ownself can ii cannot arhs ?` hais. so sad nehs. anws. so far ii only chiong audition. kekes. never do anything much lers. other then watch tv. and everyday life stuff. hehes. hms. ahbing go in ler. ytd ii pang seh him. no go pc bunk. cos ii woke up late. hehes. anyway all his audition friends there. ii donno alot ders. so ii go also like extra nors. finally my audition lvl 13. hehes. ii wan faster clubber nar. T_T. ii wan jio zhuzhu out soon. he sae after exams he jio me out. weets. x: . arghs. my eyes very very very red T_T . don`t know whys. hais. i`m BORED too ! >=( . my mummy watch SG idol. on so loud. knn. ii wan hear song nar !!!!! hurmps* . so bad ders she. ohya. ue all jio me out lehs ! ii so sians ue knoe ! hurmps. ii not going back cck till donno when. ii`m sick. food poisoning. hais. help arhs. hanx[ from audition ] also sick ): . me and him same case sia. so qiao de. > < ~ hope he gets well. he got fever ): . but good he see doctor. he say kana injection. so drousy. ii ask him go rest don`t play audition. good thing he listen. wahahas. kkay bahs. my turn rest ^^ . takecares

NOTHiNG MUCH

2006-09-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

been like a long time since ii started blogging. hahas. pretty busy nowadays. no mood, stress, family problem. hais. why life must be like that. sians. anyways. 2 days no play audition lers. now waiting patch. so long lors ! ii wanna chiong audition ^^. make up for 2 days. lols. then ahbing called me. he say he miss me sia !
ii so gan dong can ?` lols. hope he doing fine in NS. 22nd september he coming out. den go meet Ah8Ben they all. he ask if ii want go mahs. ii donno if ii should or if ii can. ii want go ! T_T. hehe. by the way, now ii talking is past few days also. hahas. arghs. ii want to die ler lahs. game so long de ! sobs sobs. ii actually nothing say lehs. haas. bored then come blog only lors. ohyahs ! ii watch the WHOLE EPiSODE of Princess Hours ! so nice lahs the show ! the guy yandao lehs ! hahas. the ending so damn touching nors haha ! hais. so long no see my meis. wonder how are they. whether fine mahs. hahas. and so long no go out. yihan ask me plan when want go out with him. ii say ii haven`t plan. then ii can slowly slowly de take my time. hehehe. hais. ii miss ahbing too. and weicong dear. and xiiaokikko darl. and xiaozhu jie. and everyone who ii know in audition ^^. kekes. kkays. ii stop here ler lahs. watch tv. hehes. takecares. *SMOOOOOOOOCHES*

LOVESiCK -

2006-09-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

THiS POST NO LONGER MATTERS TO ME. ii DELETED TH WHOLE POST. EXCEPT FOR TH ONE BELOW. UE HAD EUR CHANCE, UE WASTED iT. NOW UE REGRET FOR SiMi FCUK ?! UE THiNK EVERYTHiNG iS A GAME ?! UE THiNK ii JUS PLAE PLAE ONii ?!?! SORRY. NO. MAYB FOR UE iT WAS. AND UE KNOE WAT ?! ii DON FCUKiNG CARE BOUT A SHYT UE DO.
SO F C U K O F F !!!!!

- ii miss ahbing. he go NS ): . thks for being there for me -
- and of cos my 2 dear meimeis. jo and esty. ii llove ue girls. we`ll be sisters no matter wat happens. holding on to each othr as we rise and fall. never letting go. (: -

BOREDD

2006-08-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

ahhhs.. 2 daes no blog. so sians.. hahas. nothing to blog oso. boredd.

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BBLEAHS ~ ((x

BROKE UP

2006-08-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

we`ve broken up ald. nahs. it`s not his fault. it`s mine. don wish to tok bout it. post more ltr. takacares. (:

STRESS ARH

2006-08-14T07:43:00.000-07:00

hais. ii`m like so stress these few daes. ii have no idea whys too. ii jus feel so confused all over. alot things going through my mindd. ii jus have no idea whys. feeling so freaking lost in this worldd. ii`m afraid one dae ii`ll loose my frens. ii have no whr to go nows. it`s like ii don even exist in this worldd. ii jus wanna be alone now. ii dowan to be a burden to anyone anymore. don ask me whys. don try to comfort me. trust me, ue are simply wasting eur time. don wish to elaborate any further (: . takecares.

YTD & TODAE

2006-08-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

YTD
went town,, wib esther mei, dear, weiquan, shaun, huiting, yongann, nouvelle & her fren,, don really knoe nouvelle and her fren but they`re nice,, hees,, met them all at 2plus,, den we take bus go town,, we went heeren first,, den meet nouvelle fren ler, den we went cine,, they go eat first,, den me and esther went down to buy brownie,, actually she eat onii,, ii nbr,, xP,, den we go back find them,, den go kpool,, we sneaked in lah,, lols,, onii whn they gng finish plae ler,, den the ppl knoe is us,, haha,, so we went out,, aft dhat jus walk and walk llors,, den aft dhat we took NEOPRiNTS ! hahas,, wasn`t dhat nice but it`s okay,, everyone look funny, LOLS, x:,, den go walk agn,, they smoke,, den they sae go ler,, so we went skate park thr first,, aft dhat ii call my mama,, she sae meet me somerset mrt,, ii sae ok llors,, den meet her ler,, went home,, she came back ler, den aft eat,, ii scoldd my bro cos he did smth,, den scold vulgar,, my mum come slap me,, den we FiGHT sia,, her hand and my hand both injuredd,, LOLS,, but aft dhat ok ler,, llong story, don wish to tok bout it,

TODAE
todae nth llors,, ii woke up at 1plus,, mama wake me de,, den ii wash up,, den eat,, aft dhat ii go back slp,, xD,, den 2plus my tutor come,, but take money and tok to my mum onii llors,, den ii too tiredd mahs,, aft dhat,, she went off lers,, ii feel bad llors,, but ii tink ii continue tuition bahs,, cos she even buy th book ler,, hais,, den ii woke up at like 5.44pm,, den go bathe,, and went for dinner,, nth much,, sians,, den now home post llors,,

SOBS ! II DOWAN ESTER MEI TO MIGRATE ! II WILL MISS HER SO BAD ! T-T

SENTOSA !

2006-08-10T00:10:00.000-07:00

sorry llong tyme for nort blogging,, haas,, anws,, ytd went SENTOSA ! haas,, wib jo mei, aisyah, weiquan, daotong, dear, shaun, huiting and huiting fren,, ii forget her name,, xD,, den me jo and aisyah keep walking along th sea onii,, den huiting keep askin us go down,, shaun and weiquan like gort plan liddhat,, ii onii heard wat " th white shirt one arh ? " cos jo was wearing white shirt,, den ii was like jo,, come here,,, lols,, den huiting and aisyah drag me all th way down to th sea,, den ii fell,, ii was wet lahh,, lols,, den ii said AISYAH !!! den me and huiting went to drag aisyah down,, den left jo,, so we wanted drag jo lers,, but she sae she zi dong go down,, haas,, den we played in th water plae plae plae, awhile lers,, den we all got out,, me, jo, aisyah, huiting, shaun, daotong, weiquan walk to th bridge thr,, den tong and quan keep making th BANGALAS,, wah,, den gort one grp try take foto of me, huiting, jo and aisyah,, den shaun go sae "eh fcuk ue,, ue take wat ?!" den they go away llers,, chao erxin llors,, den we walk back,, me aisyan and jo dried ourself,, we went toilet change everything,, den we went back,, they all ask we dowan plae ler arhs,, we said yahs,, den they sae ok llors,, den we go eat, eat ler go find them,, den we sat and tok to them,, aft dhat quan, shaun and dear go bury daotong under th sand,, den put water make him harder get out summore,, haas,, den alot stupid thing,, den aft dhat all go dry up lers,, den we went harbour front eat,, aft eat,, shaun and huiting go back lers,, cos shaun gort probation,, den th rest of us we went to esplanade thr,, wan watch fireworks,, den we walk till siao,, till reach one part,, they annouce no fireworks,, wth llors,, den ii lean on one place, beside and behind me gort bangalas,, den quan was beside me oso,, den he tell me don lean,, cos scare they touch me,, den ii sae ok llors,, den he went to lean,, ii ask him, ue lean den ii lean whr sia,, he tel me lean on him llors,, den ii jus lean on him leg,, den jo lean beside me,, beside her oso gort bangala,, den dear help her block,, den aft awhile,, we went back to cck llors,, walao ehs,, on th bus gort lao tiko ! eee,, he sit behind me,, he almost touch me sia ! den lucky ii fast enuff,, ii lean forward,, den ii tel dear,, he sae change place wib him,, den ii change llors,, aft dhat he keep lookin at me,, ii feel uncomfortable,, ii use hp call jo,, th rest sit right behind mahs,, den aft dhat ii complain to her, den she sae wat happen,, den ii sae nbm nbm,, den ii call daotong hp,, he oso behind mah,, den ii ask him pass th fone to quan,, den quan sae " knn he try touch ue ?! " den he sae he and tong change place wib dear and me, ii sae ok llors,, den they come first,, quan block me frm dhat guy,, den aft dhat ii go behind,, tong and quan keep diao-ing dhat guy,, den donno lahs,, alot thing,, aft alight lers,, ii faster run off,, den send aisyah to bus stop ler,, we walk to one block,, den alot siao thing,, den tong need go home lers,, den awhile ltr joshiah cal me,, sae meet him and his bro,, we sae anything llors,, den we sae bye to dear and quan llors,, den go thr ler,, tok awhile jo need go homek,, den we send her home, aft dhat left me joshiah and shermaiah,, den hang out awhile,, both side oso need go home,, haas,, ii was chao tired lahs ! den slept,,

now is todae lers,, ii`m watching tv !! ii wanna go SENTOSA agn !! hees,, mus go wib same ppl,, PLUS ESTHER ! yays ! xD,, haas,, tc orhs,, MUACKiiES !

TOWN ! - von, norm, issac, joyce & alex

2006-08-06T10:35:00.000-07:00

hms,, todae,, woke up at mama hse at like 10plus,, den wash up ler,, eat llors,, ii rushing like siao nia,, cos need go back cck home bathe get rdy to go TOWN ! wib von & joyce jie,, norm and issac kor,, and alex,, haas,, go thr,, last min ask norm and alex come de nia,, den we like walk here walk there bo lliaos nth to do,, haas,, den they sae wan watch movie,, wan watch th click,, ii watch ler lors,, but nbm nar,, jus follo llors,, hees,, den after th show,, ii went home wib joyce jie llors,, den ii reach cck ler,, dear was like saying he finish lion dance ler, den ask if esther can come out mahh,, cos weiquan wan knoe her orhs,, hees,, really veh pei llors they 2,, den is like aft dhat,, esther need go home,, weiquan send her home,, den ii dowan go home,, dear and yongann and weiquan go lot1 kpool,, ii at condo myself llors,, ii was so damn stress llahs,, den yihan pei me tok,, den herrsong dabendan oso,, hees,, den ii was like sms-ing dear,, ii is no mood,, veh stress den abit sae dear llors,, but he din even do anythin orhs,, he jus let me scoldd,, ii`m so sorry dear ):,, den he aft 1hr plus find me ler,, ii and him sit sit anyhow tok llors,, den weiquan cal him sae he need go llers,, so ii oso go home llors,, since ii promise dear he go ii oso go,, den ii went home,, wash up,, and now typin llors,, haas,, kk lahs,, ii wan slp lers,, tmr gng town wib dear,, tc ppl,, byes,,

2 DAES > <

2006-08-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

helloos ! shorwie ytd din blog,, was too busy,, haas,, anws,, ii`ll blog bout ytd first,,

YTD
was actually home,, still feeling down llors,, den ii called jo meii, ask her wan watch movie mahs,, den she sae ok llors,, den hans oso,, we watched 5.30 show,, hans larhs ! gort DETENTiON sehs,, haas,, den ii cal dear,, sae watch movie llors,, he sae ok,, den he went buy tickets first,, while ii at jo waiting for her do make-up,, den dear at condo wait for us,, den hans meet him at condo,, THAY WAiTED ! x:,, haas,, den we watch the click llors,, th show ok-ok onii nar,, nort so nice,, funny is funny llahs,, but boring is boring llors,, haas,, den watch ler,, ii go mama hse,, den watch dvd den bout 2am slp llors,,

TODAE
woke up at like 12pm plus ? den mama tld me dhat tuition was canceled ! yays ! haas,, sians llors,, den wat everythin ler,, watch tv den ii go bathe,, cos gng my ahma hse marhhs,, bedok lehs ! lols,, den reach lers my bro frm hse keep bully me like siao lors,, sians,, den ii go bully him back,, den went parkway for dinner, no appetite though,, sians,, den was sms-ing dear and yihan,, haas,, den went home,, so sians lors,, now blogging,, hees,, ii so miss my dear,, xD,, kk lahs,, ii stop here,, tc truckloads,

BAD DAY !

2006-08-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

sians ji pua larhs ! todae dae so bad can ?!` wth llors so early wake up,, den need go sch,, ii met my dad like 2plus at dover mrt,, den went to dover coffee shop meet afew of my classmates,, den suddenlly ridge they all like sae eh "ehs ?",, den ii turn around,, some of th boys in my class there,, lols,, den eat finish lers,, went to dhat HORRiD SCHOOL,, see th stoopid principal,, den in th end my dad went in ii had to wait outside,, den ii sms my dad 2 tymes sae ii wan walk arnd,, he nbr reply mahs,, den ii jus walk arnd th school wib val mei,, den met jason kor ! he sae he so miss me nars ! ii so happy can ?!` lols,, den dad cal me lers,, ask me go office,, den ii go in lerhs,, this is th CONVERSATiON wib th principal,,

me: afternoon ms lim
prin: afternoon,, whr did ue go
me: ii was at th canteen wib my classmates lorhs
prin: ue knoe dhat ii am giving up some of my tyme jus to see ue, and ue were in th canteen ? ue were supposed to wait outside while eur dad was tokin to me,,
me: orh,, sorry lorh
prin: sorry doesn`t counts,,

den blah blah blah she goes,, ii wan slap her sia,, den she sae alot bad thing lors,, sae thing hurt me,, ii over there using nails scratch myself,, den same tyme looking for pen knife,, while she was scolding me,, my dad jus sit there diam diam,, ii mean wth larhs,, couldn`t he jus sae anything ?!?! urgh,, den she sae wat ii no plan,, everythin donno donno,, fcuk llors,, den she sae ii can leave now,, she wan tok to my dad,, den ii jus diao her,, and walk out her office ii slam th door,, den in th general office all staff/teachers looking at me,, ii was like fcuking crying larhs,, den ii walk out th general office ii shout veh loud " fcuk larhs th principal ! " den my fren look at me ask wat happen,, den ii cal dear,, he tel me don so angry,, don cry,, den ii sae ok llors,, den in th car,, my dad oso fetch val home mahs,, den dabendan cal me oso,, ii complain lors,, den put down ler,, yihan oso sms-ing me,, dear oso,, den ii jus sae ii don disturb them,, den go home lers,, ii jus walk in room, lock door,, on fan and keep crying,, cry till slp,, ii 8plus wake up,, see 7 miss calls,, 5 sms-es,, all thot ii run awae frm home,, den ii call all of them explain ii was sleeping llors, den okay lers,, hees,, ii go slp ler bah,, ltr dad scold,, nites

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2006-08-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

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YAYS !

2006-07-31T08:35:00.000-07:00

hms,, todae,, me and esther follow herrsongg to visit his cousin,, so cute sia he,, more cute den herrsongg x: . lalalas ~ he gonna kill me for this,, xD,, hms,, den after dhat,, ii went for my 4th ear piercingg,, ii met dear dear oso ! hees,, but onii peii him awhile ): . he cant even send me home llors,, my daddy lahs ! fetch me outside lot1,, zzz,, den go eat dinner,, eat till veh veh veh veh veh full nia,, lols,, but ii wish to spend alot alot tyme wib my dear dear,, hees,, soon soon,, xD,, cos my daddy gng overseas agn ! haas,, this coming saturday till nxt wed,, hahas,,
yays ! can stae late late wib dear,, haas,, ii miss him so much nars ! (x ,, takecares orhs,,

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2006-07-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

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2006-07-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

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2006-07-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

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